Fee Lings

Lately I've been really sensitive... the littlest thing makes me cry or upsets me... Things are just affecting me a lot easier lately. Like I'm listening to music right now, and I listen to the lyrics, and I feel like crying. I don't know why... it might be because it's ThatTimeOfMonth, but I don't think so... I dunno... I'm just really incredibly emotional lately, and it's kind of confusing. Like I won't even be sad, or thinking about anything sad, and I'll just break down crying, or I'll feel an overwhelming emotion of some sort, that I just can't put my finger on. Well, whatever... I don't know what's going on, and I can't explain it. I'm just really sensitive, and it's nice in a way, because in some strange way, I like crying- I feel really refreshed in a way after I cry, but in another way, it's really annoying, because another part of me doesn't like crying at all. Whatever. I'm going to shut up now.

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heh. aww. me too... :\ i notice how intensely my physical self affects my emotional self, and it's really interesting. i was pmsing so bad this month, and that with everything else made me cranky and emotional and touchy. but i think i'm just emotional anyway a lot. funny how when certain things are going on in my life i cry everynight and then i'm fine... humhum. ~jenla