| I'd Like To Say |
Strange how we tell our own stories to ourselves. What would you Like To Say, the way you retell your lives in different focus...
I'd Like to Say...
that my father prized me above all else and dedicated his life to my happiness. Id like to say every Love i've ever had ended the way it should have. Id like to say that Britain was easy, i was strong enough to do it, that i found some sort of community and home half way around the world. Id like to say im not scared by you reading this. I'd like to say ive always loved my body as much as i do now. I'd like to say that my mothers always been stronger then i was, that my parents always did what was right for me.
-Dawn
I'd Like To Say...
that my mom lets me be myself, that i love my relatives & that my uncle was someone i could trust, that i don't have any self-inflicted scars, that i love myself, that i'm a happy person, that more often than not my actions are influenced by love & not fear.
i'd like to say that i'm not going to sign this.
kat
I'd like to say I never said "I love you" when I didn't. 
I'd like to say that I think I am truly intelligent. 
I would like to say I am beyond emoting.
That I can control my emotions.
That I can handle whatever comes my way.
That I trust me with myself.
That I always did what was best for me.
That I am worth Capitalisation.
That I am not dangerous.
That I have never experienced sexual abuse.
That I did not bring that upon myself.
That I mean what I say.
That I feel pure and ready to awake.
That I love you.
Jafe.
I'd like to say that I love myself unconditionally. I'd like to say that I tell my mom everything. I'd like to say that I don't miss people so much that it hurts. I'd like to say that I don't have any personal experience with self injury. I'd like to say that I know what I'm doing. I'd like to say that I'm happy exactly where I am. I'd like to say a lot of things that I probably never will. 
i'd like to say that i said 'i love you' when it would have mattered.
i'd like to say that i love my body. i'd like to say that this page doesn't make me cry. i'd like to say that i was honest with my mother. i'd like to say that i have loved every fucking word i've ever written. i'd like to say that i've always known who i am. i'd like to say that i don't miss you. i'd like to say i can let go of things. i'd like to say that i'm always happy right where i am. i'd like to say that i don't care what people think of me. i'd like to say i can be myself.
franny
i'd like to say you're not in my blood anymore
-ali
I'd like to say that I'm genuinely happy with what I'm doing right now in my life. I'd like to say that I always do my best. I'd like to say that I'm not scared of people for stupid reasons. I'd like to say that I'm enjoying myself 90 percent of the time. I'd like to say that I'm sure I'll do great things in this world. I'd like to say I'm sure I'm loved & cared about by non-relatives. I'd like to say that I have good reasons to procrastinate. I'd like to say that when I'm honest with myself, I'm honest with myself. I'd like to say that I'm not worried about being overdramatic even when I'm just being myself. I'd like to say that I'm totally comfortable with my appearance.
I'd like to say, and I wouldn't be lying if I said it, thank you to whoever created this page.
Mari
i'd like to say that i felt loved. -naomi
i'd like to say that this page isn't true.
that people have never carved hurtful words and looks into my soul.
i'd like to say that kissing him was worth it and loving her payed off. i'd like to say that i have always enjoyed my body as much as i do right now. i'd like to say ive never been worried about you. i'd like to say that i've always fit in, i'd like to say that i love myself even when i fuck up. i'd like to say that i dont feel bad about this list. i'd like to say i love my mom unconditionally. i'd like to say that i've forgotten how to smile. i'd like to say that list isnt true and that i loved myself today. 
i'd like to say...
i've never made anyone cry.
i feel loved and supported.
i grew up loved and supported & had a happy childhood.
i've never wanted to die or hurt myself.
the reason i still have sex with him isn't that i still love him.
i know how to help people who are hurting.
i know what i'm doing with my life.
i'd like to say a lot of things.
but i tell the truth now.
~jenny
I'd like to say.... That I have forgiven you, that I have forgiven me. That
the past does not matter. That I am not ruled by my fears. That I belong
somewhere. I'd like to say that I am beautiful. I'd like to say that my body
is strong and healthy and then I am not ill in my mind. I'd like to say that
I am intelligent and clearheaded. I'd like to say that I travelled and it
brought me enlightenment and a sense of community. I'd like to say that I
wasn't born into Dark Times. I'd like to say that I believe in something.

I'd like to say that the person you see is the person I am inside. That I
have always said what I felt, and felt what I've said. That I've never hurt
anyone. I'd like to say that I'm as together as you think I am, and that I
know what I want and how to get it. I'd like to say that I believe I truly
am beautiful, and that I believe you every time you tell me I am. I'd like
to say that I don't know what it feels like to be caught in the middle of
two people who hate each-other, and yet love them both more than they'll
ever realize. I'd like to say that I never told you what I did, and that you
actually listened to me when I needed you the most. I'd like to say that if
I were in trouble I could count on you, without hesitation. I'd like to say
that I never wake up in a cold sweat, thinking of dark things. I'd like to
say that you love me as much as I love you. I'd like to say that when you
promised "things won't change" you really meant it, because /I did/. I'd
like to say that someone knows me inside and out, and if something were
wrong, you would be the first to notice. I'd like to say that I knew who
/you/ are. I'd like to say that I don't know what being depressed feels
like, and that I don't miss people so much that it hurts. I'd like to say I
believed you when you said "I love you more than you'll ever know."

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