I Screwed Up

I screwed up. I fell for my best friend. And now... I have to deal with him not wanting more than friendship. Why do I always seem to fall for the 'wrong' people? Either the other party is really into me, and I don't return those feelings, or it's the opposite. I'm sick of it! I want some mutual feelings, is that so much to ask? Jadzia

I know I said this to you before, but I'm sorry, and I know where you're coming from. All I can do is say that you should hang in there, and if you ever need to talk, I'm here.

I screwed up. Again. This is the way I always do it, too. Time. This time, I forgot to go to work. I have an excuse, as always, yah, this time my computer clock shows "Monday" when it should say "Tuesday", so I didn't think I worked today. I feel all guilty now, and I don't like it.

Regret. That's actually what I'm feeling. I did something (or didn't do, as the case may be), and I can't fix it. I can't go back, of course, but I can't do anything at all

it's too late. Regret leaves a really bitter taste, and I feel horrible.

Ugh.

awww...*hugs* i'm sorry hon. write me or something if you want, ok? ~love~ katelet

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