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here are some poems I wrote. so as not to make this page too big after a while, i'm gonna put song lyrics i wrote at LyricsImWorkingOn. - Kim W.
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Untitled (as of yet)
I pledge allegiance to a country that's not loyal to me
This is the land of liberty but, yet I am not free
They tie me down with limits and say be all you can be
This is the home of the brave but, it's cowards I see
Where the worth of a man is the price of his car
And you're told to work hard but, you get nowhere far
My methods are ridiculed cuz there not "up to par"
People act like your friends but, that's not what they are
Promises forsaken in the future that were made in the past
The authorities keep pushing cuz they know you can't last
They bend you and break you so you can fit in their cast
You're getting nowhere but, you're going real fast
And as honor and courage and insight fade away
And there are no more places we can safely work and play
Humane and Civilized describe what corrupt people do and say
Funny, how I'd rather be a savage anyday
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Descent of an Angel
Cursed, hated, and feared; freely I sorrow
For the Eldest, Fairest, and Fallen one.
Who surely has no love for tommorow,
His reign is done with the rise of the Sun.
The angels did cry, the day the light died,
In his heart, of the pride spawned long ago.
Which served to begin the first time he tried,
And forsoook what was sworn not to forgo.
He is the Lord of the Starless Midnight,
Spreading his chaos when and wherever.
Would he strive to regain Heaven's true light?
Or desire to? Never. Forever.
So each day we must fight those of his rule,
And him for being such a clever fool.
Wow. -wanderlust ... domo arigato : ) Kim
[3]
Free
a possibly unfinished poem more or less about unschooling.
Free to leap
Free to love
Free to leave the crowd
Free to live
Free to learn
Free to laugh out loud
[4]
River of Dreams [aka Chock Full Of Metaphors ; ) ]
Time ain't on my side
There's so many things
That I need to, I want to do
Sometimes it seems like I have forever
But I don't. Only Now. Today
Maybe tomorrow or the day after that
You see this day, I was swept away
Down the river of my dreams
It was hard to hold on
For I had no raft
And that river, it moved
So fast, so fast, too fast
Yet somehow I crawled
From that rough water's path
And I didn't drown
From the mire beneath
I long to dive in that river some day
As easily as the stillest pond
And glance the ocean at it's end
If ever the two shall meet
But for now the river is too rushed for me
And I have no way to navigate
I pray that when I learn to swim
It will not be too late
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Shattered
I'm shattered, I am broken
And have no right to be
Not when my shards can hurt you
And send you further away from me
Silence then, I will not tell you
No, I'll not let you know
That underneath the surface
This pain in me will grow
There's something I've been wondering
And yes, Bono was right
Can't live with or without you
Cuz neither one feels right
It's not that I didn't love it
But, perhaps I must refuse
For while there is so much to gain
I've even more to lose
And yet all by myself again
There's naught to fill the hole
That tears now ever wider
And numbs my weary, wary soul
I shattered, I am broken
Hastily fixed with crazy glue
I'll look whole on the outside
But the darkness still seeps through
Like water through the cracks
Finely wrought on a vase once maimed
Cleaned up and put back on the shelf
But never again the same
Back on the ledge I teeter
Wondering how and when I'll fall
Anger, fear, doubt and hate
Send in the wrecking ball
The weapon's set in motion
Aim. Position. Lock and load.
The catalyst is on it's course
Blow out or implode?
Either way I'll suffer
And thus do I despair
That when I fall and shatter next
It'll be beyond repair
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Sometimes
Sometimes you hurt so good
Sometimes you just plain hurt
Sometimes you dance among the clouds
Sometimes you kiss the dirt
Sometimes you are a brilliant Muse
Sometimes you're just inept
Somtimes you're shallow as a stream
Sometimes you're ocean's depth
Sometimes you are the blazing sun
Sometimes the silver moon
Sometimes you are the knife that cuts
Sometimes the stirring spoon
Sometimes you feel too much to bear
Sometimes not near enough
Sometimes you like things soft and sweet
Sometimes you like them rough
Sometimes you live for bright blue days
Sometimes you live for rain
Sometimes you try to soothe your aches
Sometimes you like the pain
Sometimes your bliss is solitude
Sometimes it's in the throng
Sometimes you do what honor calls
Sometimes you do what's wrong
Sometimes you think time crawls too slow
Sometimes you race the clock
Sometimes you need old symphonies
Sometimes you have to rock
Sometimes you walk within the crowd
Sometimes you cannot follow
Sometimes you take the bitter pill
Sometimes you cannot swallow
Sometimes you live by other's rules
Sometimes you write the charter
Sometimes you are the diplomat
Sometimes the fire-starter
Sometimes you're all too normal
Sometimes you're surely twisted
Sometimes you feel so ordinary
Sometimes you feel so gifted
Sometimes you are the serious one
Sometimes you are the clown
Sometimes you are the serf, the slave
Sometimes you wear the crown
Sometimes you are the one who rends
Sometimes the one who heals
Sometimes you build your layers up
Sometimes you rip off peels
Sometimes you cannot stand the heat
Sometimes you work the forge
Sometimes you will not risk ascent
Sometimes you climb the gorge
Sometimes you feed your biases
Sometimes you have them slain
Sometimes you take each day in stride
Sometimes you just complain
Sometimes you long to be in love
Sometimes love makes you cringe
Sometimes your safe at middle ground
Sometimes you're on the fringe
Sometimes each breath's a sour curse
Sometimes it's such sweet blessing
Sometimes you hide your thoughts and crimes
Sometimes you start confessing
Sometimes ambrosia fills you cup
Sometimes it's orange juice
Sometimes you hold yourself in check
Sometimes you cut footloose
Sometimes you look with ancient eyes
Sometimes you're so naive
Sometimes you laugh, smile and rejoice
Sometimes you cry and grieve
Sometimes you do what you damn well please
Sometimes just what you're told
Sometimes you stand up for yourself
Sometimes back down and fold
Sometimes you fasten your own chains
Sometimes you flee your prison
Sometimes insight knocks at your door
Sometimes you have no vision
Sometimes you like disordered rooms
Sometimes you keep things spruce
Sometimes you damn your foes to die
Sometimes you wear the noose
Sometimes you're way too quiet
Sometimes you talk too much
Sometimes you need a slap to wake
Sometimes a gentle touch
Sometimes you are the bastard child
Sometimes the pampered heir
Sometimes you've got some place to go
Sometimes you've got nowhere
Sometimes life is too simple
Sometimes it's too complex
Sometimes you want dark forest trails
Sometimes you want FX
Sometimes you're loud and speak your mind
Sometimes you choose refrain
Sometimes you know what's going on
Sometimes you only feign
Sometimes you feel like reading poems
Sometimes you feel like writing
Sometimes you feel like making peace
Sometimes you feel like fighting
Sometimes you don't want anything
Sometimes you want it all
Sometimes you wish to fly up high
Sometimes you wish to fall
Sometimes you need to get away
Sometimes you're homeward wend
Sometimes in life things start anew
Sometimes in life they end December 08, 2000
[7]
Things So Dear
Is it so strange
That things so new
Should become so dear
A voice, a thought,
A song, an image
That will not disappear
From heart or memory
Sealed in it's place
As if with wax
To haunt your dreams
And tempt your mind
It's power never lax
Not that you wish
Freedom from wonder
That keeps you safe inside
Against the batter
Of unknown winds
That try to make you slide
Away from home,
Hearth, hope, and health
The center where you revel
Which rejuvenates
Each time you learn
The truths that do not bevel
The joy that brings
You back to life
When everything is naught
A voice, a thought
A song , an image
Dropped in the melting pot
That warms you up
That makes you up
Holds you and gives back love
In arms of sound
And sights beyond
Raised to sweet night above December 12, 2000
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Up stairs of stone to second level
Under blue skies turning purple-gray
Crimson and snow flowers for you stand
As I do, eve after Christmas day
Cool winds through trees, palm fronds nigh thrashing
Cool winds through me, by an eastly flow
Xeno, Wind Dancer, your name by me
In the wild ones tongue only I know
Darkness is falling as I look up
Six places to where you're s'posed to be
Although I know you're tied there no more
Than light to star, water to sea
It's nearly time for the gates to close
Karen and I say what we've to say
As we step down the dark car sounds
The roundsman sends us on our way
Not long before we joked about what
Would happen if we were locked within
"I see dead people", I laughed and said
In truth, sometimes I wish I did
You wear the Starburst crown as always,
Blue Soaring Hawk, where do you fly?
Time out of mind? No, mind out of time
Gone out and teaching death to die
With birds and planes and gliding things
The brother once removed
oy, I'm sooo tired. I'll finish/rearrnage this later...
Dude. Those are some cool poems.
Would you mind if perhaps I use the first poem as lyrics for a song?
I'm getting into guitar and I'm REALLY bad at lyrics but I can write the music. Let me know if you would. Eiather here or at ruth at nbtsc.org
-----Ruth-----
WOULD I MIND?! I would be freakin honored. *grin* Ruth, you definetely have permission to use my poem. ~ KimW
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