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here are some poems I wrote. so as not to make this page too big after a while, i'm gonna put song lyrics i wrote at LyricsImWorkingOn. - Kim W.



[1] Untitled (as of yet)

 I pledge allegiance to a country that's not loyal to me
 This is the land of liberty but, yet I am not free
 They tie me down with limits and say be all you can be
 This is the home of the brave but, it's cowards I see
 Where the worth of a man is the price of his car
 And you're told to work hard but, you get nowhere far
 My methods are ridiculed cuz there not "up to par"
 People act like your friends but, that's not what they are
 Promises forsaken in the future that were made in the past
 The authorities keep pushing cuz they know you can't last
 They bend you and break you so you can fit in their cast
 You're getting nowhere but, you're going real fast
 And as honor and courage and insight fade away
 And there are no more places we can safely work and play
 Humane and Civilized describe what corrupt people do and say
 Funny, how I'd rather be a savage anyday

[2] Descent of an Angel

 Cursed, hated, and feared; freely I sorrow
 For the Eldest, Fairest, and Fallen one.
 Who surely has no love for tommorow,
 His reign is done with the rise of the Sun.
 The angels did cry, the day the light died,
 In his heart, of the pride spawned long ago.
 Which served to begin the first time he tried,
 And forsoook what was sworn not to forgo.
 He is the Lord of the Starless Midnight,
 Spreading his chaos when and wherever.
 Would he strive to regain Heaven's true light?
 Or desire to?  Never.  Forever.
 So each day we must fight those of his rule,
 And him for being such a clever fool.

Wow. -wanderlust ... domo arigato : ) Kim


[3] Free

a possibly unfinished poem more or less about unschooling.

 Free to leap
 Free to love
 Free to leave the crowd
 Free to live
 Free to learn
 Free to laugh out loud

[4] River of Dreams [aka Chock Full Of Metaphors ; ) ]

 Time ain't on my side
 There's so many things
 That I need to, I want to do
 Sometimes it seems like I have forever
 But I don't. Only Now. Today
 Maybe tomorrow or the day after that
 You see this day, I was swept away
 Down the river of my dreams
 It was hard to hold on 
 For I had no raft
 And that river, it moved 
 So fast, so fast, too fast
 Yet somehow I crawled
 From that rough water's path
 And I didn't drown
 From the mire beneath
 I long to dive in that river some day
 As easily as the stillest pond  
 And glance the ocean at it's end
 If ever the two shall meet
 But for now the river is too rushed for me
 And I have no way to navigate
 I pray that when I learn to swim
 It will not be too late 

[5] Shattered

 I'm shattered, I am broken
 And have no right to be
 Not when my shards can hurt you
 And send you further away from me
 
 Silence then, I will not tell you
 No, I'll not let you know
 That underneath the surface
 This pain in me will grow
 There's something I've been wondering
 And yes, Bono was right
 Can't live with or without you
 Cuz neither one feels right
 It's not that I didn't love it
 But, perhaps I must refuse
 For while there is so much to gain
 I've even more to lose
 And yet all by myself again
 There's naught to fill the hole
 That tears now ever wider
 And numbs my weary, wary soul
 I shattered, I am broken
 Hastily fixed with crazy glue
 I'll look whole on the outside
 But the darkness still seeps through
 Like water through the cracks
 Finely wrought on a vase once maimed
 Cleaned up and put back on the shelf
 But never again the same
 Back on the ledge I teeter
 Wondering how and when I'll fall
 Anger, fear, doubt and hate
 Send in the wrecking ball
 The weapon's set in motion 
 Aim. Position. Lock and load.
 The catalyst is on it's course
 Blow out or implode?
 Either way I'll suffer
 And thus do I despair
 That when I fall and shatter next
 It'll be beyond repair

[6] Sometimes

 
 Sometimes you hurt so good
 Sometimes you just plain hurt
 Sometimes you dance among the clouds
 Sometimes you kiss the dirt
 Sometimes you are a brilliant Muse
 Sometimes you're just inept
 Somtimes you're shallow as a stream
 Sometimes you're ocean's depth
 Sometimes you are the blazing sun
 Sometimes the silver moon
 Sometimes you are the knife that cuts
 Sometimes the stirring spoon
 Sometimes you feel too much to bear
 Sometimes not near enough
 Sometimes you like things soft and sweet
 Sometimes you like them rough
 Sometimes you live for bright blue days
 Sometimes you live for rain
 Sometimes you try to soothe your aches
 Sometimes you like the pain
 Sometimes your bliss is solitude
 Sometimes it's in the throng
 Sometimes you do what honor calls
 Sometimes you do what's wrong
 Sometimes you think time crawls too slow
 Sometimes you race the clock
 Sometimes you need old symphonies
 Sometimes you have to rock
 Sometimes you walk within the crowd
 Sometimes you cannot follow
 Sometimes you take the bitter pill
 Sometimes you cannot swallow
 Sometimes you live by other's rules
 Sometimes you write the charter
 Sometimes you are the diplomat
 Sometimes the fire-starter
 Sometimes you're all too normal
 Sometimes you're surely twisted
 Sometimes you feel so ordinary
 Sometimes you feel so gifted
 Sometimes you are the serious one
 Sometimes you are the clown
 Sometimes you are the serf, the slave
 Sometimes you wear the crown
 Sometimes you are the one who rends
 Sometimes the one who heals
 Sometimes you build your layers up
 Sometimes you rip off peels
 Sometimes you cannot stand the heat
 Sometimes you work the forge
 Sometimes you will not risk ascent
 Sometimes you climb the gorge
 Sometimes you feed your biases
 Sometimes you have them slain
 Sometimes you take each day in stride
 Sometimes you just complain
 Sometimes you long to be in love
 Sometimes love makes you cringe
 Sometimes your safe at middle ground
 Sometimes you're on the fringe
 Sometimes each breath's a sour curse
 Sometimes it's such sweet blessing
 Sometimes you hide your thoughts and crimes
 Sometimes you start confessing
 Sometimes ambrosia fills you cup
 Sometimes it's orange juice
 Sometimes you hold yourself in check
 Sometimes you cut footloose 
 Sometimes you look with ancient eyes
 Sometimes you're so naive
 Sometimes you laugh, smile and rejoice
 Sometimes you cry and grieve
 Sometimes you do what you damn well please
 Sometimes just what you're told
 Sometimes you stand up for yourself
 Sometimes back down and fold
 Sometimes you fasten your own chains
 Sometimes you flee your prison
 Sometimes insight knocks at your door
 Sometimes you have no vision
 Sometimes you like disordered rooms
 Sometimes you keep things spruce
 Sometimes you damn your foes to die
 Sometimes you wear the noose
 Sometimes you're way too quiet
 Sometimes you talk too much
 Sometimes you need a slap to wake
 Sometimes a gentle touch 
 Sometimes you are the bastard child
 Sometimes the pampered heir
 Sometimes you've got some place to go
 Sometimes you've got nowhere
 Sometimes life is too simple
 Sometimes it's too complex
 Sometimes you want dark forest trails
 Sometimes you want FX
 Sometimes you're loud and speak your mind
 Sometimes you choose refrain
 Sometimes you know what's going on
 Sometimes you only feign
 Sometimes you feel like reading poems
 Sometimes you feel like writing
 Sometimes you feel like making peace
 Sometimes you feel like fighting 
 Sometimes you don't want anything
 Sometimes you want it all
 Sometimes you wish to fly up high
 Sometimes you wish to fall  
 Sometimes you need to get away
 Sometimes you're homeward wend
 Sometimes in life things start anew
 Sometimes in life they end                 December 08, 2000

[7] Things So Dear

 Is it so strange
 That things so new 
 Should become so dear
 A voice, a thought,
 A song, an image
 That will not disappear
 From heart or memory
 Sealed in it's place
 As if with wax
 To haunt your dreams
 And tempt your mind
 It's power never lax
 Not that you wish
 Freedom from wonder
 That keeps you safe inside
 Against the batter
 Of unknown winds
 That try to make you slide  
 Away from home,
 Hearth, hope, and health
 The center where you revel
 Which rejuvenates
 Each time you learn
 The truths that do not bevel
 The joy that brings 
 You back to life
 When everything is naught 
 A voice, a thought
 A song , an image
 Dropped in the melting pot
 That warms you up
 That makes you up
 Holds you and gives back love
 In arms of sound
 And sights beyond  
 Raised to sweet night above                December 12, 2000

[8]

 Up stairs of stone to second level
 Under blue skies turning purple-gray
 Crimson and snow flowers for you stand
 As I do, eve after Christmas day
 Cool winds through trees, palm fronds nigh thrashing
 Cool winds through me, by an eastly flow
 Xeno, Wind Dancer, your name by me
 In the wild ones tongue only I know
 Darkness is falling as I look up 
 Six places to where you're s'posed to be
 Although I know you're tied there no more
 Than light to star, water to sea
 It's nearly time for the gates to close
 Karen and I say what we've to say
 As we step down the dark car sounds
 The roundsman sends us on our way
 Not long before we joked about what
 Would happen if we were locked within
 "I see dead people", I laughed and said
 In truth, sometimes I wish I did
 You wear the Starburst crown as always,
 Blue Soaring Hawk, where do you fly?
 Time out of mind? No, mind out of time
 Gone out and teaching death to die
 With birds and planes and gliding things
 The brother once removed

oy, I'm sooo tired. I'll finish/rearrnage this later...


 

Dude. Those are some cool poems. Would you mind if perhaps I use the first poem as lyrics for a song? I'm getting into guitar and I'm REALLY bad at lyrics but I can write the music. Let me know if you would. Eiather here or at ruth at nbtsc.org -----Ruth-----

WOULD I MIND?! I would be freakin honored. *grin* Ruth, you definetely have permission to use my poem. ~ KimW

 
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