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Feel free to add your own Lyrics to songs that you like... 'cause.. uh... that's what this page is for. Yeah.


I know I post here too much. Oh well.

"Suicide is Painless" from M*A*S*H

 Through early morning fog I see
 The visions of the things to be
 The pains that are withheld for me
 I realize and I can see
 That suicide is painless
 It brings on many changes
 And I can take or leave it if I please
 The game of life is hard to play
 I'm gonna lose it anyway
 The losing card I'll someday lay
 So this is all I have to say
 Suicide is painless
 It brings on many changes
 And I can take or leave it if I please
 The sword of time will pierce our skins
 It doesn't hurt when it begins
 But as it works its way on in
 The pain grows stronger watch it grin
 Suicide is painless
 It brings on many changes
 And I can take or leave it if I please
 A brave man once requested me 
 To answer questions that are key
 "Is it to be or not to be?"
 And I replied, "Oh why ask me?"
 Suicide is painless
 It brings on many changes
 And I can take or leave it if I please
 And you can do the same thing if you please 
  • Don't take me posting this the wrong way. It just makes me cry.
 

"Marlene on the Wall" by Suzanne Vega

 Even if I am in love with you
 All this to say, what's it to you?
 Observe the blood, the rose tattoo
 Of the fingerprints on me from you
 Other evidence has shown
 That you and I are still alone
 We skirt around the danger zone
 And don't talk about it later
 Marlene watches from the wall
 Her mocking smile says it all
 As the records the rise and fall
 Of every soldier passing
 But the only soldier now is me
 I'm fighting things I cannot see
 I think it's called my destiny
 That I am changing
 Marlene on the wall
 I walk to your house in the afternoon
 By the butcher shot with the sawdust strewn
 "Don't give away the goods too soon"
 Is what she might have told me
 And I tried so hard to resist
 When you held me in your handsome fist
 And reminded me of the night we kissed
 And of why I should be leaving
 Marlene watches from the wall
 Her mocking smile says it all
 As the records the rise and fall
 Of every man who's been here
 But the only one here now is me
 I'm fighting things I cannot see
 I think it's called my destiny
 That I am changing
 Marlene on the wall
  
 
 

"The Queen and the Soldier" by Suzanne Vega

 The soldier came knocking upon the queen's door 
 He said, 'I am not fighting for you any more' 
 The queen knew she'd seen his face someplace before 
 And slowly she let him inside. 
 He said, 'I've watched your palace up here on the hill 
 And I've wondered who's the woman for whom we all kill 
 But I am leaving tomorrow and you can do what you will 
 Only first I am asking you why.' 
 Down in the long narrow hall he was led 
 Into her rooms with her tapestries red 
 And she never once took the crown from her head 
 She asked him there to sit down. 
 He said, 'I see you now, and you are so very young 
 But I've seen more battles lost than I have battles won 
 And I've got this intuition, says it's all for your fun 
 And now will you tell me why?' 
 The young queen, she fixed him with an arrogant eye 
 She said, 'You won't understand, and you may as well not try' 
 But her face was a child's, and he thought she would cry 
 But she closed herself up like a fan. 
 And she said, 'I've swallowed a secret burning thread 
 It cuts me inside, and often I've bled' 
 He laid his hand then on top of her head 
 And he bowed her down to the ground. 
 'Tell me how hungry are you? How weak you must feel 
 As you are living here alone, and you are never revealed 
 But I won't march again on your battlefield' 
 And he took her to the window to see. 
 And the sun, it was gold, though the sky, it was gray 
 And she wanted more than she ever could say 
 But she knew how it frightened her, and she turned away 
 And would not look at his face again. 
 And he said, 'I want to live as an honest man 
 To get all I deserve and to give all I can 
 And to love a young woman who I don't understand 
 Your highness, your ways are very strange.' 
 But the crown, it had fallen, and she thought she would break 
 And she stood there, ashamed of the way her heart ached 
 She took him to the doorstep and she asked him to wait 
 She would only be a moment inside. 
 Out in the distance her order was heard 
 And the soldier was killed, still waiting for her word 
 And while the queen went on strangeling in the solitude she  preferred 
 The battle continued on  

Posted by --Fiona


I can't make you love me I don't know who it's by, but it's sung beautifully by Bonnie Raitt

 Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
 Turn down these voices inside my head
 Lay down with me, tell me no lies
 Just hold me close, don't patronize
 Don't patronize
 
 Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
 You can't make your heart feel something it won't
 Here in the dark, in these final hours
 I will lay down my heart, and I'll feel the power
 But you won't
 No, you won't
 Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't
 
 I close my eyes that I won't see
 The love you don't feel when you're holding me
 Morning will come and I'll do what's right
 Just give me til then to give up this fight
 And I will give up this fight
 
 Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
 You can't make your heart feel something it won't
 Hear in the dark in these final hours
 I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
 But you won't
 No, you won't
 Cause I can't make you love me
 If you don't

posted by Marina, 10/16/01, too late at night


God's Country (by ani d.)

 state trooper thinks I drive too fast 
 pulled me over to tell me so 
 I say out here on the prairie
 any speed is too slow 
 i miss broklyn i miss my crew
 let's start over i missed my cue
 guess i forgot who i was talking to 
 i should have recognized 
 that fierce look in his eyes
 i've seen it in my mirror so many times
 he's gonna put his two cents in 
 'cause he's got a gun 
 but i'm gonna put in three, 
 'cause history owes me one
 guess i came out here 
 to see some stuff for myself 
 i mean, why leave the telling 
 up to everybody else
 this may be god's country 
 but this is my country too
 move over mr. holiness
 let the little people through
 thank you 
 for serving and protecting
 the likes of me
 thank you for the ticket
 now can i leave
 you know i have left
 everywhere that i have ever been 
 i don't really recommend it though 
 not like anybody asked me 
 maybe you and i 
 will meet again some day 
 i've been known to 
 come down this road
 maybe it's destiny 
 maybe not 
 i don't know
 

Scattered (by green day)

 I've got some scattered pictures
 lying on my bedroom floor. 
 Reminds me of the times we shared.
 Makes me wish that you were here. 
 Now it seems I've forgotten 
 my purpose in this life. 
 All the songs have been erased. 
 Guess I've learned from my mistakes. 
 
 Open the past and present. 
 Now and we are there. 
 Story to tell and I am listening. 
 Open the past and present
 And the future too. 
 It's all I've got and I'm  
 giving it up to you. 
 
 Loose ends tied in knots. 
 Leaving a lump down in my throat. 
 Gagging on a souvenir. 
 Lodged to fill another year. 
 Drag it on and on until my skin 
 is ripped to shreds. 
 Leaving myself wide open. 
 Living out a sacrifice.  
 
 Open the past and present 
 Now and we are there. 
 Story to tell and I am listening. 
 Open the past and present. 
 And the future too. 
 It's all I've got and I'm 
 giving it up to you. 
 If you got no one and 
 I've got no place to go, 
 would it be alright? 
 Could it be alright? 

(and repeat the first part again, but I don't feel like typing anymore.)

--jekissa


Letter to a john don't ask me why i'm crying i'm not going to tell you what's wrong i'm just gonna sit on your lap for five dollars a song i want you to pay me for my beauty i think it's only right 'cause i have been paying for it all of my life

i'm gonna take the money i make i'm gonna take the money i make i'm gonna take the money i make and i'm gonna go away...

we barely have time to react in this world let alone rehearse and i don't think i'm better than you but i don't think that i'm worse women learn to be women and men learn to be men and i don't blame it all on you but i don't want to be your friend

i'm gonna take the money i make i'm gonna take the money i make i'm gonna take the money i make and i'm gonna go away...

i was eleven years old he was as old as my dad and he took something from me i didn't even know that i had so don't tell me about decency don't tell me about pride just give me something for my trouble 'cause this time, it's not a free ride

i'm gonna take the money i make i'm gonna take the money i make i'm gonna take the money i make and i'm gonna go away...

don't ask me why i'm crying i'm not going to tell you what's wrong i'm just gonna sit on your lap for five dollars a songs i want you to pay me for my beauty i think it's only right 'cause i have been paying for it all of my life

now i just wanna take and i'm just gonna take i'm gonna take and i'm gonna go away


"Sorry I Am" by Ani

 i'm sorry i didn't sound more excited on the phone
 i'm sorry that after all these years
 i've left you feeling unrequited and alone, brought you to tears
 i guess i never loved you quite as well as the way you loved me
 i guess i'll never really be able to tell you how sorry
 i am
 and i don't know what it is about you
 i just know it's not what it was
 i don't know why red fades before blue it just does
 and i don't know what it is about me
 that i just can't keep still
 i keep thinking someday i will make this all up to you
 and maybe someday i will
 i guess i never loved you quite as well
 as the way you loved me
 i guess i'll never really be able to tell you how sorry
 i am
 sorry i am
 sorry i am
 sorry i am

"Leave" by Matchbox 20

 It's amazing
 how you make your face just like a wall
 how you take your heart and turn it off
 how I turn my head and lose it all
 It's unnerving
 how just one move puts me by myself
 there you go just trusting someone else
 now I know I put us both through hell
 I'm not saying
 there wasn't nothing wrong
 I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me
 I'm not saying
 we ever had the right to hold on
 I just didn't wanna let it get away from me
 But if that's how it's gonna leave
 straight out from underneath
 then we'll see who's sorry now
 If that's how it's gonna stand, when
 you know you've been depending on
 the one you're leaving now
 the one you're leaving out
 It's aggravating
 how you threw me on
 and you tore me out
 how your good intentions turn to doubt
 the way you needed time to sort it out
 Tell me is that how it's going to end
 when you know you've been depending on
 the one you're leaving now
 and the one you're leaving out

"The Mountains Win Again" by Blues Traveler

 I pick up my smile put it in my pocket
 Hold it for a while try not to have to drop it
 Men are not to cry so how am I to stop it
 Keep it all inside don't show how much she rocked ya
 Ooh can you feel the same
 Ooh you gotta love the pain
 Ooh it looks like rain again
 Ooh I feel it comin' in
 The mountains win again
 The mountains win again
 Dreams we dreamed at night were never meant to come to life
 I can't understand the ease she pulled away her hand
 This time in my life I was hurt enough to care
 I guess from now on I'll be careful what I share
 Ooh can you feel the same
 Ooh ya gotta love the pain
 Ooh it looks like rain again
 Yeah feel it comin' in
 The mountains win again
 A pocket is no place for a smile anyway
 Someday I will find love again will blow my mind
 Maybe it will be that love that got away from me
 Is there a line to write that could make you cry tonight
 Can you feel the same
 Yeah ya gotta love the pain
 Ooh it looks like rain again
 Ooh feel it comin' in
 The mountains win again
 Ooh the mountains win again

"Fixing Her Hair" by Ani

 she's looking in the mirror
 she's fixing her hair
 and i touch my head to feel
 what isn't there
 she's humming a melody
 we learned in grade school
 she's so happy
 and i think
 this is not cool
 'cause i know the guy
 she's been talking about
 i have met him before
 and i think
 what is this beautiful beautiful woman
 settling for?
 she bends her breath
 when she talks to him
 i can see her features begin to blur
 as she pours herself
 into the mold he made for her
 and for everything he does
 she has a way to rationalize
 she says he don't mean what he do
 she tells me he called
 to apologize
 he says he loves her
 he says he's changing
 and he can keep her warm
 and so she sits there like america
 suffering through slow reform
 but she'll never get back the time
 and the years sneak by
 one by one
 she is still playing the martyr
 i am still praying for revloution
 
 and she still doesn't have what she deserves
 but she wakes up smiling every day
 she never really expected more
 that's just not the way we are raised
 and i say to her,
 you know,
 there's plenty of really great men out there
 but she doesn't hear me
 she's looking in the mirror
 she's fixing her hair
 

"If I Can't Change Your Mind" by Sugar

 Tears fill up my eyes
 I'm washed away with sorrow
 And somewhere in my mind
 I know there's no tomorrow
 I see you're leaving soon
 I guess you've had your fill
 But if I can't change your mind
 Then no one will
 And all throughout the years
 I've never strayed from you my dear
 But you suspect I'm somewhere else
 You're feeling sorry for yourself
 Leaving with a broken heart
 I love you even still
 But if I can't change your mind
 Then no one will
 Even though my heart keeps breaking
 Don't you know that I'll be waiting
 Here for you
 Then when you return
 When will you return 
 I hope you see I'm dedicated
 Look how long that I have waited
 If you come back then you will find
 A different person
 If you change your mind
 How can I explain away
 Something that I haven't done
 And if you can't trust me now
 You'll never trust in anyone
 With all the crazy doubts you've got
 I love you even still
 But if I can't change your mind
 Then no one will
 Someday you'll see I've been true
 I'll stay that way until
 But if I can't change your mind
 Then no one will

--Fiona


"Another Day" by Karen Savoca

So it's time you're leavin' And I just got used to you I'm not ready to let you go Do you have to go so soon?

Chorus: What if you changed your mind? What if you had another day?

Maybe I'll hide your suitcase No, I won't say goodbye You're expecting me to cry Well, I won't disappoint you

What can I do to hold you? What can I say to keep you here? I could drive you down to the shore They've got your favorite candy there

Repeat first verse

sniffle How many times have you felt like that? I know very few people who haven't. -Mitchell


I wrote a poem semi-based on this song ( MagButterfly )...I think it's got a lot of strength and affirms some things I've learned in my time as a homeschooler.

"Drive" by Incubus

Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear. And I can't help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer. It's driven me before, and it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal. But lately I am beginning to find that I should be the one behind the wheel. Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there with open arms and open eyes. So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive? It's driven me before and it seems to be the way that everyone else gets around. But lately I'm beginning to find that when I drive myself my light is found. So whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there with open arms and open eyes. Would you kill the Queen to crush the hive? Would you choose water over wine.... hold the wheel and drive? ~Maggie


Until My Head Falls Off

 TMBG

There were 87 Advil in the bottle now there's 30 left I ate 47 so what happened to the other 10? Why do you suspiciously change the subject and break my concentration As I dump the bottle out and I count the Advil up again?

Don't interrupt me as I struggle to complete this thought Have some respect for someone more forgetful than yourself

And I'm not done And I won't be till my head falls off Hitting every pocket on my shirt, pants and overcoat And I'm hitting them again but I don't know where I put my notes Clearing my throat, and gripping the lectern I smile and face my audience Clearing his throat and smiling with his hands on the bathroom sink

And when I lean my head against the frosted shower stall I see stuff through the glass that I don't recognize at all

And I'm not done And I won't be till my head falls off Though it may not be a long way off

 

I'm not done talking yet I'm not done talking yet

And when I lean my head against the frosted shower stall I see a broken figure silhouetted on the wall

And I'm not done And I won't be till my head falls off Though it may not be a long way off I won't be done until my head falls off

--Eireann who posted this last summer in one of her most suicidal moments. Now I take this from the other side....

Everybody Hurts REM

When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone, when you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on. Don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.

Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along. When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on) if you feel like letting go, (hold on) when you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on.

Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends. Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand. If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone

If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long, when you think you've had too much of this life to hang on.

Well, everybody hurts sometimes, everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes. And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on.

--Eireann


I was listening to this song this morning, and it really moved me. There are four groups doing it in a round... it's gorgeous.

Will I

 from RENT
 Will I lose my dignity
 Will someone care
 Will I wake tomorrow from
 This nightmare

--Fiona


A Little Respect (Wheatus)

I tried to discover a little something to make me sweeter oh baby refrain from breaking my heart I'm so in love with you I'll be forever blue That you give me no reason, you know you're making me work so hard That you give me no.....soul I hear you calling Oh baby please Give a little respect to me

And if i should falter Would you open your arms out to me? We can make love not war, and live with peace in our hearts I'm so in love with you I'll be forever blue What religion or reason could drive a man to forsake his lover? Don't you tell me no....soul I hear you calling Ob baby please Give a little respect to me

I'm so in love with you I'll be forever blue You know you're making me work so hard That you give me no....soul I hear you calling Oh baby please Give a little respect to me Oh baby please Give a little respect to me --Cloe


 "she wanted to tear the hair out of her head
 she wanted to wish that she was dead
 but a voice in her just would not let her drop
 and her heart started to break but it didn't stop..."

--"price to pay" by blues traveler

-courtney


Fare Thee Well, by Pray For Rain

 
 Look who's coming 'round the bend, it's you, friend
 Brothers in our mischief and our mystery
 Seven years and one we shared together
 Fared the storms and days of better weather
 And now it seems our ship has found a shore
 The flag still flies but she won't sail no more
 ~Chorus~ Oh oh oh, fare thee well
 Only time will tell what will become of
 All that we've begun, La la la, life goes on
 We laughed and sang our song but songs come to an end
 So good-bye my friends
 Fare thee well
 
 Some say go back and start anew
 You can't return to times meant for the past
 Believe me only one things stays the same
 Faith, hope and love and love remains
 And love has placed us right here where we are
 Time has brought some changes
 But not a change of heart
 ~Chorus repeat~
 One more time
 One more time again

Belong, Chris Rice

 Fading memories ignored
 I crawl across the forest floor
 Pool reflects an orphan child
 Dirty, lost, alone and wild
 Fatherless and nameless still
 Fallen heart and broken, will
 There ever be a place where I belong 
 I cower 'neath the monster trees
 And try to stand on tired feet
 But gravity knocks me to the ground
 Where I give up, and tears roll down
 I claw the dust and beg the end
 Curse they day that I began
 To hope there'd be a place where I belong 
 I hear a sound I recognize
 You lift my chin and seek my eyes
 Song of love You sing to me
 I ache to sing it back to Thee
 "Father Love prepares a place
 Brother Jesus leads the way
 Follow to the place where you belong!" 
 How did I miss this wondrous song?
 The forest sang it all along
 "River rinses all your shame
 Father offers you His name
 Father Love prepares a home
 Brother Jesus leads you on
 Follow to the place where you belong!" 
 "Father Love prepares a place
 Brother Jesus leads the way
 Follow to the place where you belong
 Follow to the place where you belong!" 
  • Ah. I love that song. you don't have to ~ Dan

She's Leaving Home, The Beatles

 (John Lennon, Paul Mccartney)
 Lead Vocal: Paul Mccartney
 Wednesday morning at five o'clock as the day begings
 Silently closing her bedroom door
 Leaving the note that she hoped would say more
 She goes downstairs to the kitchen clutching her hankerchief
 Quietly turing the backdoor key
 Stepping outside she is free
 She (We gave her most of our lives)
 Is leaving (Sacraficed most of our lives)
 Home (We gave her everything money could buy)
 She's leaving home after living alone
 For so many years
 Bye bye
 Father snores as his wife gets into her dressing gown
 Picks up the letter that's lying there
 Standing alone at the top of the stairs
 She breaks down and cries to her husband
 Daddy our baby's gone
 Why would she treat us so thoughtlessly?
 How could she do this to me?
 She (We never though of ourselves)
 Is leaving (Never a thought for ourselves)
 Home (We struggled hard all our lives to get by)
 She's leaving home after living alone
 For so many years
 Bye bye
 Friday morning at nine o'clock she is far away
 Waiting to keep the appointment she made
 Meeting a man from the motor trade
 She (What did we do that was wrong)
 Is having (We didn't know it was wrong)
 Fun (Fun is the one thing that money can't buy)
 Something inside that was always denied
 For so many years
 Bye bye
 She's leaving home
 Bye bye

Within You Without You, The Beatles

 (George Harrison)
 Lead Vocal: George Harrison
 We were talking about the space between us all
 And the people, who hide themselves behind a wall of illusion
 Never glimpse the truth, then it's far too late, when they pass away
 We were talking about the love we all could share, when we find it
 To try our best to hold it there with our love
 With our love, we could save the world, if they only knew
 Try to realise it's all within yourself
 No one else can make you change
 And to see you're really only very small
 And life flows within you and without you
 We were talking about the love that's gone so cold and the people
 Who gain the world and lose their soul
 They don't know, they can't see, are you one of them?
 When you've seen beyond yourself then you may find
 Peace of mind is waiting there
 And the time will come when you see
 We're all one, and life flows on within you and without you

The Fool On The Hill, The Beatles

 (John Lennon, Paul Mccartney)
 Lead Vocal: Paul Mccartney
 Day after day, alone on the hill
 The man with the foolish grin is keeping perfectly still
 But nobody wants to know him
 They can see that he's just a fool
 As he never gives an answer
 But the fool on the hill
 Sees the sun going down
 And the eyes in his head
 See the world spinning around
 Well on the way, head in a cloud
 The man of a thousand voices talking percetly loud
 But nobody ever hears him
 Or the sound he appears to make
 And he never seems to notice
 But the fool on the hill
 Sees the sun going down
 And the eyes in his head
 See the world spinning around
 And nobody seems to like him
 They can tell what he wants to do
 And he never shows his feelings
 But the fool on the hill
 Sees the sun going down
 And the eyes in his head
 See the world spinning around
 He never listen to them
 He knows that they're the fools
 They don't like him
 The fool on the hill
 Sees the sun going down
 And the eyes in his head
 See the world spinning around

~Danopian, apprentice fool~


 "Hey Kind Friend"
 Indigo Girls
 hey kind friend 
 i don't know when i'll see you again
 on a ferry boat bound to victoria 
 laying down to hide from the wind
 big dipper hangin over the city
 you know everything now is different for me
 and it ain't no use in 
 explainin the scenery
 i said
 kind friend
 help me forget where i been
 kind friend
 remember who i am
 i was too late in spokane
 so i caught a ride through the cascade range
 i saw the sun die in olympia
 running down on capital lake
 now i ask you for some relief
 it's one true root that you bring to me 
 it's 3 am
 and it's good company
 i said
 hey kind friend
 help me forget where i been
 hey kind friend
 help me remember who i am
 hey kind friend
 don't know if i'm gonna see you again
 it's okay friend
 it's okay friend
 (it's so hard when they all have to face going away)
 so i'll meet you in new orleans or i'll see you around
 cause i don't know if it's worth coming down
 hey i'm calling you 
 from a goldrush town
 and i say
 hey kind friend 
 help me forget where i've been
 hey kind friend
 help me remember who i am
 hey kind friend
 i don't know if i'm gonna see you again
 it's ok friend
 i'm ok friend
 i said i'm ok friend 
 i'm ok friend

-posted by Eire in dedication to my friends


A Song to Sing

 Goodbye four leaf clovers
 Hello gone awry
 Don't cry, the fight ain't over
 Unless you let it pass you by
 I'm looking for a song to sing
 I'm looking for a friend to borrow
 I'm looking for my radio
 So I might find a heart to follow
 I've never been so lonely for your loving
 I've never been just wearing down to nothing
 I've never been just looking for a reason
 So that maybe you'll be thinking of me
 All that I have found in reason
 Is reason just to not believe
 And all that you are left is treason
 It's treason just to let it be
 I'm looking for a song to sing
 I'm looking for a friend to borrow
 I'm looking for my radio
 So I might find a heart to follow
 I've never been so lonely for your loving
 I've never been just wearing down to nothing
 I've never been just looking for a reason
 So that maybe you'll be thinking of me
 These blue yonder dreams
 And second-hand shoes
 You're so far gone that you live to lose
 And it's too late to go home all alone
 You're the tar in that old cigar
 And the worn-out cable on the cable car
 And you're too tired to admit you've got to choose
 I'm looking for a song to sing
 I'm looking for a friend to borrow
 I'm looking for my radio
 So I might find a heart to follow
 I've never been so lonely for your loving
 I've never been just wearing down to nothing
 I've never been just looking for a reason
 So that maybe you'll be thinking of me
 you'll be thinking of me
 /A homeschooling band/ ;)

- Ali

"Unpretty" by TLC

 I wish could've tied you up in my shoes
 Make you feel unpretty too
 I was told I was beautiful
 But what does that mean to you
 Look into the mirror who's inside there
 The one with the long hair
 Same old me again today (yeah)
 My outsides look cool
 My insides are blue
 Everytime I think I'm through
 It's because of you
 I've tried different ways
 But it's all the same
 At the end of the day
 I have myself to blame
 I'm just trippin' 
 You can buy your hair if it won't grow 
 You can fix your nose if he says so
 You can buy all the make up
 That MAC can make
 But if you can't look inside you
 Find out who am I to
 Be in the position to make me feel
 So damn unpretty
 I'll make you feel unpretty too
 Never insecure until I met you
 Now I'm bein' stupid
 I used to be so cute to me
 Just a little bit skinny
 Why do I look to all these things
 To keep you happy
 Maybe get rid of you
 And then I'll get back to me (hey)
 My outsides look cool
 My insides are blue
 Everytime I think I'm through
 It's because of you
 I've tried different ways
 But it's all the same
 At the end of the day
 I have myself to blame
 I'm just trippin' 
 You can buy your hair if it won't grow 
 You can fix your nose if he says so
 You can buy all the make up
 That MAC can make
 But if you can't look inside you
 Find out who am I to
 Be in the position to make me feel
 So damn unpretty
 I'll make you feel unpretty too
 You can buy your hair if it won't grow 
 You can fix your nose if he says so
 You can buy all the make up
 That MAC can make
 But if you can't look inside you
 Find out who am I to
 Be in the position to make me feel
 So damn unpretty
 I'll make you feel unpretty too
 Oh oh oh oh oh
 Oh oh oh oh oh (oh)
 Oh oh oh oh oh
 Oh oh oh oh oh (oh) 
 You can buy your hair if it won't grow 
 You can fix your nose if he says so
 You can buy all the make up
 That MAC can make
 But if you can't look inside you
 Find out who am I to
 Be in the position to make me feel
 So damn unpretty
 I'll make you feel unpretty too
 You can buy your hair if it won't grow 
 You can fix your nose if he says so
 You can buy all the make up
 That MAC can make
 But if you can't look inside you
 Find out who am I to
 Be in the position to make me feel
 So damn unpretty
 I'll make you feel unpretty too

--Fiona


If anyone has or knows where I can get lyrics to the songs "The Simple Joys of Maidenhood" and "Gueneviere" from Camelot, I'd really appreciate it. I need the lyrics!! I'm going NUTS! and I've already tried lyrics.com... no such luck. Thanks! --Fiona


This song is really affecting me lately. I guess it reflects really well how I feel about life at this moment in time.

"Pinch Me" by Barenaked Ladies

 It's the perfect time of year
 Somewhere far away from here
 I feel fine enough I guess
 Considering everythings a mess
 
 There's a resturant down the street
 Where hungry people like to eat
 I could walk but I'll just drive
 It's colder than it looks outside
 CHORUS
 It's like a dream you try to remember but it's gone
 Then you try to scream, but it only comes out as a yawn
 When you try to see the world beyond your front door
 Take your time, 'cause the way I ryhme's
 Gonna make you smile
 When you realize that a guy my size might take a while 
 Just to try to figure out what all this is for
 It's the perfect time of day
 To throw all your cares away
 Put the sprinkler on the lawn
 And run through with my gym shorts on
 Take a drink right from the hose
 And change into some dryer clothes
 Climb the stairs up to my room
 Sleep away the afternoon
 CHORUS
 Pinch me
 Pinch me
 Cause I'm still
 Asleep
 Please god
 Tell me
 That I'm still
 Asleep
 On an evening such as this
 It's hard to tell if I exsist
 Pack the car and leave this town
 Who'll notice that I'm not around?
 I could hide out under there
 I just made you say underwear
 I could leave but I'll just stay
 All my stuffs here anyway
 CHORUS
 Try to figure out what all this is for
 Try to see the world beyond your front door

It's gonna be overplayed. I know it!

- Zen


here. two small samples.

 strumming my pain with his fingers
 singing my life with his words
 killing me softly with his song
 killing me softly with his song
 telling my whole life with his words
 killing me softly with his song...      

~fugees~

 when you were here before
 couldn't look you in the eye
 you're just like an angel
 your skin makes me cry
 you float like a feather
 in a beautiful world
 and i wish i was special
 you're so very special
 but i'm a creep
 i'm a weirdo
 what the hell am i doing here?
 i don't belong here
 i don't care if it hurts
 i wanna have control
 i wanna perfect body
 i wanna perfect soul
 i want you to notice
 when i'm not around
 you're so very special
 i wish i was special
 but i'm a creep
 i'm a weirdo
 what the hell am i doing here
 she's running out again
 run run run run run
 whatever makes you happy
 whatever you want
 you're so very special
 i wish i was special
 but i'm a creep
 i'm a weirdo
 what the hell am i doing here
 i don't belong here
 i don't belong here        

~Creep, radiohead~

naomi


Here are two of my favourite songs from Dave Matthews Band ~Erin

Two Step

Say, my love, I came to you with best intentions You laid down and gave to me just what I'm seeking Love, you drive me to distraction... Hey, my love, do you believe that we might last a thousand years Or more if not for this, our flesh and blood It ties us you and me right up Tie me down... Celebrate we will Because life is short but sweet for certain We're climbing two by two To be sure these days continue These things we cannot change... Hey, my love, you came to me like wine comes to this mouth Grown tired of water all the time You quench my heart and you quench my mind... Celebrate we will Because life is short but sweetfor certain We're climbing two by two To be sure these days continue The things we cannot... Celebrate, you and me, climbing two by two, to be sure these days continue, things we cannot change... Oh, my love, I came to you with best intentions You laid down and gave to me just what I'm seeking... Celebrate we will, because life is short but sweet for certain We're climbing two by two, to be sure these days continue Things we cannot change...Things we cannot change

Lie In Our Graves

When I step into the light My arms are open wide When I step into the light My eyes searching wildly Would you not like to be Sitting on top of the world with your legs hanging free Would you not like to be ok, ok, ok? When I'm walking by the water Splish splash me and you takin' a bath When I'm walking by the water Come up through my toes To my ankles To my head To my soul And I'm blown away.... [repeat] I can't believe that we would lie in our graves Wondering if we had spent our living days well I can't believe that we would lie in our graves Dreaming of things that we might have been... [repeat] Would you not like to be I can't believe that you would not like to be Would you not like to be ok, ok, ok


And another one from Naela. . .

 One Hell of a Life
 Katell Keineg
 Lay me down in a wooded field 
 Plant a bush above my head 
 Lay me, lay me down 
 Don't go writing on my grave 
 I'll have it said it all before the end 
 Lay me, lay me down 
 And when I'm dead, please don't philosophize 
 Or feel regret 
 Just remember me when I said 
 I had one hell of a life 
 One hell of a life 
 I had one hell of a life 
 Throw my ashes to the wind 
 Watch them blow into the sea 
 Throw me, throw me in 
 You can cry up there on the cliff 
 Scream to heaven, work your grief 
 But throw me, throw me in 
 And when I'm dead... 
 Fear and guilt accumulate 
 And the time's never right to deal with it 
 Maybe, maybe now 
 You can live your life in an endless wait 
 Or build it high on the present tense 
 Maybe, maybe now 
 And when you're dead... 
 Build it high on serendipity 
 Build it higher on serendipity 
 And when we're all dead 
 They won't philosophize 
 Or feel regret 
 They'll remember us when we said 
 We had one hell of a life

 Walk and Talk Like Angels
 Toni Childs
 You walk like the angels talk
 Where are you from?
 You want to walk and talk like angels talk
 Tell me then some
 With a room by the sea and a voice in the sand
 Telling me your truth and telling me your view
 In how you see the world
 Spinning, spinning round
 And what is love and what is death
 The fears you have to put to rest
 And so you walk like angels talk
 You want to walk and talk like the angels talk
 This I hear
 You want to walk and talk like the angels
 Tell me then dear
 With a smile in the sun and a face in the sand
 Sitting on a swing, unfolding bits of string
 The face is innocence, but the words are something more
 It's in the voice, it's in the sound
 It's in the way the world is round
 And so we walk like angels talk
 You want to walk and talk like the angels talk
 This I hear
 You want to walk and talk like the angels
 Tell me then dear
 You see it's easy running angels down
 And I can't help but shudder from the sound
 It's that small girl, down by the sea
 Found the angel in me
 The words are such, I'll always recall
 As they faded into day, as they faded into day
 As they faded into day, as they faded into day

This song reminds me of camp people, and just all the wayward soulmates I've run into along the way.

- Naela


"Runaway Train", Soul Aysulm

 Call you up in the middle of the night 
 Like a firefly without a light 
 You were there like a slow torch burning 
 I was a key that could use a little turning 
 So tired that I couldn't even sleep 
 So many secrets I couldn't keep 
 Promised myself I wouldn't weep 
 One more promise I couldn't keep 
 It seems no one can help me now 
 I'm in too deep
 There's no way out 
 This time I have really led myself astray 
 Runaway train never going back 
 Wrong way on a one way track 
 Seems like I should be getting somewhere 
 Somehow I'm neither here no there 
 Can you help me remember how to smile?
 Make it somehow all seem worthwhile 
 How on earth did I get so jaded 
 Life's mystery seems so faded 
 I can go where no one else can go 
 I know what no one else knows 
 Here I am just drownin' in the rain 
 With a ticket for a runaway train 
 And everything seems cut and dry 
 Day and night, earth and sky 
 Somehow I just don't believe it 
 Runaway train never going back 
 Wrong way on a one way track 
 Seems like I should be getting somewhere 
 Somehow I'm neither here no there 
 Bought a ticket for a runaway train 
 Like a madman laughin' at the rain 
 Little out of touch, little insane 
 Just easier than dealing with the pain 
 Runaway train never going back 
 Wrong way on a one way track 
 Seems like I should be getting somewhere 
 Somehow I'm neither here no there 
 Runaway train never comin' back 
 Runaway train tearin' up the track 
 Runaway train burnin' in my veins 
 Runaway but it always seems the same 
	(~summer)

"How Long Can It Last", Ani Difranco

 two years ago
 before you felt so familar
 before i could remember
 your last name
 i remeber now
 how our bright spring green deepened
 with the years the seasons changed
 and we were lush as the underside of august
 the streets looked like water
 they swelled and they shimmered
 and they stretch like the sea
 and dressed in my best shining skin
 and my squinty eyes
 i put the miles behind me
 and it took us so long to get here
 you gotta write between lines
 you gotta read between the years
 and fleetingly we see ourselves pass
 driving a good thing
 and wondering how long can it last
 how long can it last
 how long can it last
 how long can it last
 and there was much to forgive
 and there was much to forget
 it seems we both stood by
 while the record was set
 and now when i look at you
 and when you look at me
 it's a much different view
 we are both decked out in our histroy
 and it took us so long to get here
 you gotta write between the lines
 and read between the years
 and fleetingly we see ourselves pass
 driving a good thing
 and wondering, how long can it lost
 how long can it last 
	(~Summer)

"Perfect" by Alanis Morissette

 
 Sometimes is never quite enough
 If you're flawless, then you'll win my love
 Don't forget to win first place
 Don't forget to keep that smile on your face
 
 Be a good boy
 Try a little harder
 You've got to measure up
 And make me prouder
 How long before you screw it up
 How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up
 With everything I do for you
 The least you can do is keep quiet
 Be a good girl
 You've gotta try a little harder
 That simply wasn't good enough
 To make us proud
 I'll live through you
 I'll make you what I never was
 If you're the best, then maybe so am I
 Compared to him compared to her
 I'm doing this for your own damn good
 You'll make up for what I blew
 What's the problem... why are you crying
 
 Be a good boy
 Push a little farther now
 That wasn't fast enough
 To make us happy
 We'll love you just the way you are if you're perfect

As a figure skater and athlete, I have seen so many parents act like this with their children... it's just sad, and it hits a soft spot with me...

"Kissing You" By Des'Ree (from Romeo and Juliet)

 Pride can stand, a thousand trials, 
 the strong will never fall 
 But watching stars without you, 
 my soul cried. 
 Heaving heart is full of pain, 
 oh, oh, the aching. 
 'Cause I'm kissing you, oh. 
 I'm kissing you.  
 Touch me deep, pure, and true, 
 gift to me forever 
 'Cause I'm kissing you, oh. 
 I'm kissing you. 
 Where are you now? 
 Where are you now? 
 'Cause I'm kissing you. 
 I'm kissing you, oh. 

This Woman's Work (by Kate Bush)

 Pray God you can cope
 Standing outside this Woman's Work
 This woman's world
 Ooh, it's hard on the man
 Now his part is over
 Now starts the craft of the father
 I know you have a little life in you yet
 I know you have a lot of strength left
 I know you have a little life in you yet
 I know you have a lot of strength left
 I should be crying but I just can't let it show
 I should be hoping but I can't stop thinking
 Of all the things I should've said
 That I never said
 All the things we should've done
 That we never did
 All the things I should've given
 But I didn't
 Ooh, darling, make it go
 Make it go away 
 Give me these moments back
 Give them back to me
 Give me that little kiss
 Give me your hand 
 I know you have a little life in you yet
 I know you have a lot of strength left
 I know you have a little life in you yet
 I know you have a lot of strength left
 I should be crying but I just can't let it show
 I should be hoping but I can't stop thinking
 Of all the things I should've said
 That I never said
 All the things we should've done
 That we never did
 All the things I should've given
 But I didn't
 Ooh, darling, make it go away
 Just make it go away now 

--Fiona


"I'm Going to Go Back There Someday" (Gonzo, from "The Muppet Movie")

 This looks familiar, vaguely familiar,
 Almost unreal, yet, it's too soon to feel yet.
 Close to my soul, and yet so far away.
 I'm going to go back there someday.
 Sun rises, night falls, sometimes the sky calls.
 Is that a song there, and do I belong there?
 I've never been there, but I know the way.
 I'm going to go back there someday.
 Come and go with me, it's more fun to share,
 We'll both be completely at home in midair.
 We're flyin', not walkin', on featherless wings.
 We can hold onto love like invisible strings.
 There's not a word yet for old friends who've just met.
 Part heaven, part space, or have I found my place?
 You can just visit, but I plan to stay.
 I'm going to go back there someday.
 I'm going to go back there someday.

This expresses perfectly the yearning I've always felt for the unknown home I've somehow lost...there must be somewhere, amid the countless stars, where I belong. And yes, the song does make me cry...the Muppets will do that to you...

 ~Aletheia

"Hurt" ~ Nine Inch Nails

 i hurt myself today
 to see if i still feel
 i focus on the pain
 the only thing that's real
 the needle tears a hole
 the old familiar sting
 try to kill it all away
 but i remember everything
 what have i become?
 my sweetest friend,
 everyone i know
 goes away in the end
 and you could have it all
 my empire of dirt
 i will let you down
 i will make you hurt
 i wear this crown of shit
 upon my liar's chair
 full of broken thoughts
 i cannot repair
 
 beneath the stains of time
 these feelings disappear
 you are someone else
 i am still right here
 what have i become?
 my sweetest friend,
 everyone i know
 goes away in the end
 and you could have it all
 my empire of dirt
 i will let you down
 i will make you hurt
 if i could start again
 a million miles away
 i would keep myself
 i would find a way

~posted by Jenny even though she's sung this so much that it doesn't make her cry anymore


"Ant Farm" by the Eels

 Hate a lot of things
 But I love a few things
 And you are one of them
 Hard to believe
 After all of these years
 But you are one of them
 Walk down the street
 I'm thinking
 Everybody move along
 I've got a sad hearted needing
 To belong
 Never-the-less
 It's all the mess you made
 But I can't let it go
 Walk down the street
 I'm thinking
 Look at all the ants in the farm
 I've got a sad hearted feeling
 To harm
 Hate a lot of things
 But I love a few things
 And you are one of them

I love the eels. - Zen


Okay, I know I'm posting tooo many lyrics here, but this is one of the few songs that can make me cry. It's called Bad News and it's by the eels (Of course).

"Bad News" by the eels

 Guess I'm doing something wrong
 Never feel right in these shoes
 Pocket full of matches and a head full of flame
 Got to warn you that I'm bad news
 She tucks me in and then she screams
 "One day you will have to choose
 Either take care of me or take care of you
 And don't pretend you're not bad news"
 Come on now, I'll take you home
 You don't have a thing to lose
 But stick around long enough and you'll find out
 I am nothing but bad news
 You can never change where you're from
 No matter who I will accuse
 Gonna get on with a better life
 And one day I won't be bad news
 It's the same
 Every day when I wake up
 It's the same
 In the way that you
 Gave me up
 In the middle of a swan dive
 And I was souring down
 Perfect and slow

- Zen


"a bedroom story"

      by Brent

You're adorable you're cuter then you'll ever know and I'll never be what you need when you need me and when you need me I'll be floating away...away

I've understood stood below you watched you fly tried to try not to try I don't know why I don't know why

and I won't deny you and I have suprised one another with the love in our eyes and in our minds and in our minds are ideas of bedrooms and bedposts and I hope the our hearts can with stand... and I stand ....and I stand...

and I stand for what I know and what I love and I love you.... standing there in your underwear..... orange underwear.

and I wanna know if your lips taste as sweet as they should and if your heart beats as pure as it could and you smell so sweet when you stand by me and when your face is pressed against my cheek

and you're perfect..... and you're perfect..... and you're perfect........ well you're almost perfect now.

and I can't help but saying stupid things get over it. get over it 'cause you are wrong and I am right and I work hard all day and night to try to make you understand you're number 1 you're my number 1... you're my number 1..

and in our minds are ideas of bedrooms and beposts and a little disco ball above your bed... .......... orange underwear

and I've understood stood below you watched you fly tried to try not to try I don't know why .. I wanna fly I don't know why I wanna fly but I wanna fly

and I wanna fly up in the sky with you by my side and I wanna fly up in the sky with my wings spread wide and you're lovely and you're lovely by my side.. .... and you're almost perfect now.

"I (eye) [a tribute to courtneys near loss of an eye]"

     by Brent

I.... almost lost my eye tonight I.... almost lost my eye tonight

she through.. a pen.. right at my eye I almost lost my eye tonight

I.... almost lost my eye tonight

I got a tip for a hundred dollars it made my day now I can go out and put a down payment on a new eye for my eye socket

I.... almost lost my eye tonight

one.. small cheese pizza for the 3 of you everything is free of charge .. except for.. the pizza

I.... almost lost my eye tonight

I got a call back from the docter my new eye is ready to be picked up.

"hard"

     by Brent

I write my own songs, and I skat my own skat. I drive my own drive, and I wax when I want to wax

when my life runs smoothly, I know I'm gonna crash and when I crash, I know I'll crash I always crash, and I crash hard

and when I find someone I know someone is gonna fall hard start off as progressing friends, then things start to progress and I fall hard

you and me and baby makes 3 and baby have you crashed hard for me? look in the past, there is no past, lets start a past with you and me.

one weekend. two weekends. 3 weekends. one months gone by, and somethings changed. you're not the same. you don't like me I've crashed into a lonely tree

looking down from this lonely tree I can dangle my feet freely you're down in the shrubs. you're caught. you fall. I laugh. I move from tree to tree

our past is now trashed. you wallow in the smell of our trashed past. .. I think I've made it a little obvious, leading to the point that its o-ver now.

       /these songs are my own works of art. they're not the best. but I
myself am getting better at writing such songs. and I hope to share some of
them with you all... sometime... maybe../ --Brent

 There's a place far down
 You've never been there
 But I go there daily
 With my hands in your hair
 
 I never saw the way you looked
 The softness, sweetness in your face
 Things I thought I knew were unique to you
 And couldn't be replaced
 The day you came at me
 Though I knew it wasn't right
 I submitted softly
 Did not put up a fight
 And so you came at me
 And took me all the way down
 I came up with a smile
 But you came up with a frown
 You aren't so in love now
 Sent me flowers--Valentine's
 In the face of lovers absense
 The only eyes that cried were mine
 Next time that I saw you
 There was a faint spark
 Though I hadn't planned it
 We were together in the dark
 
 And so you came at me
 Took me all the way down
 You came up with a smile
 But I came up with a frown
 I'm free of you now
 I'm a girl with no ties
 I'm free of you now
 I can see the skies 

~Jasmine (written by...uh, me...can I get some feedback?)

The chorus has a wierd sexual tone butI really liked that last verse. Im glad you have finally gotten the hell over things. -Matt B

  • Um. What the hell? You posted on wiki? And don't assume I'm over anything. This was . . . written a while ago, if you know what I mean. And . . . aw hell, email me, will ya? ~Jasmine

I agree with matt. it does have a weird sexual tone in the chorus. Otherwise it is very powerful. I liked it. Although I can't quiet picture it as a song. I am just reading it though, and not hearing it. --Brent

  • Thanks Brent . . . Two musical people commented. Yeeeeeah. I've sort of have a tune that I sing it to in my head and once out loud. But then again, it could be kept as just a poem. Who knows. ~Jasmine
 
 
 
 
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