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 1294.1
 Alone in tears
 Is the only way
 I can ever cry
 1294.2
 Alone in tears,
 I wonder
 Why I never 
 Laugh alone
 1294.3
 Predictable patterns
 I fall into them so easily
 I'm awake again
 When my body wants to sleep
 I keep thinking
 That maybe if I stay awake 
 Just a little longer
 Something interesting will happen
 I can't risk
 Not being there
 1294.4
 Predictable patterns
 When I'm sitting, 
 Late at night
 My mind goes wandering 
 To all the things I'll never be
 Never what she wants
 Never what she needs
 1294.5
 Predictable patterns
 I pattern myself
 Into something 
 I don't really want to be
 I sew myself into
 A label
 Of what I think I can achieve
 1294.6
 I cry out for help
 The answer I really want
 Is lost in distance
 1294.7
 might be coming soon