Poem For My Tommyboy

Thomas

 Squint your eyes a little bit closer,
 there not as far off as you would like to think.
 Move your shaky finger tips towards my lips,
 there just as dry as ever.
 Yearn towards me like you use to,
 I'm still here for a littler more ... till I'm not.
 Squint your eyes a little nearer to your computer screen,
 I might be able to see there staryness.
 Move your shaky fingertips across the keyboard,
 I might be able to feel them still.
 Yearn just a little bit louder,
 I might be able to hear your voice thought the pain..
 but be careful. 
 Don't be too loud.
 I want to hear your heart beat across the miles and
 I want to taste your tears once again.
 I can't do it when your screaming. 
 So you must be gentle.
 Oh baby I miss you.
 Do me one thing please?
 Squint your eyes a little bit nearer to your computer screen,
 I almost saw your stary brown eyes.
 Move your shaky fingertips across the words,
 I could almost feel your hands for a moment there.
 Let your heart yearn ...
 but not to loud.
 Because I still want to be able to hear your heart beat out
 "I love you's" in my screen