Sing For Curi

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I can't eat and it's cold out side and I don't want to think about the hole in my life. I'm struggling with in, but I know I can win, to be the better person that I am. when does the hurt go away? surely not now but maybe some day

empty is all that I feel now. empty is all that I can be now. empty is who I am now.

I want to menorize every part of you, even everything inside of you.I want to live my life the best I can, and I want to do it holding your hand. as we lay ther two toghther, are bodys just as one, I know i'll love you for ever cuz your my only one.

empty is all that I feel now. empty is all that I can be now. empty is who I am now.

I want to look in those pretty eyes of yours, see the true beauty inside of you. it's not about the looks anymore you could be an alien, or a whore

empty is all that I feel now. empty is all that I can be now. empty is who I am now.

and I can't hide my feelings no more,I gotta let them out, I gotta to let them shout, I love you---I love you---I love you.

this is a song I worte for curi, so I don't think there's any better place for it then on here.... to old love.... MattB

 You love is better than ice cream,
 better than anything else that I've tried.
 Your love is better than ice cream,
 everyone here knows how to fight.

 And it's a long way down.
 It's a long way down.
 It's a long way down to the places we started from.

 Your love is better than chocolate,
 better than anything else that I've tried.
 Oh, love is better than chocolate,
 everyone here knows how to fight.
 
 And it's a long way down.
 It's a long way down.
 It's a long way down to the places we started from.

~Sarah McLachlan, sung to you by Becky~

 when i was four years old
 they tried to test my i.q.
 they showed me a picture
 of 3 oranges and a pear
 they said,
 which one is different?
 it does not belong
 they taught me different is wrong
 but when i was 13 years old
 i woke up one morning
 thighs covered in blood
 like a war
 like a warning
 that i live in a breakable takeable body
 an ever increasingly valuable body
 that a woman had come in the night to replace me
 deface me
 see,
 my body is borrowed
 yeah, i got it on loan
 for the time in between my mom and some maggots
 i don't need anyone to hold me
 i can hold my own
 i got highways for stretchmarks
 see where i've grown
 i sing sometimes
 like my life is at stake
 'cause you're only as loud 
 as the noises you make
 i'm learning to laugh as hard
 as i can listen
 'cause silence
 is violence
 in women and poor people
 if more people were screaming then i could relax
 but a good brain ain't diddley
 if you don't have the facts
 we live in a breakable takeable world
 an ever available possible world
 and we can make music
 like we can make do
 genius is in a back beat
 backseat to nothing if you're dancing
 especially something stupid
 like i.q.
 for every lie i unlearn
 i learn something new
 i sing sometimes for the war that i fight
 'cause every tool is a weapon -
 if you hold it right.
 
 "My I.Q." Ani Difranco

 car rides are so much more fun with ani blaring eh? xoxo nori