Six Seventy Eight

i wounder if anyone ever reads these? well whatever it was on the mairthon page but somehow got deleted off

 i should be bleeding
 but my scairs have healed.
 i should be crying with all im worth
 but my tears have run away into my flesh.
 i should be starving
 but my body is living on.
 i should be everything
 that im not.
 in times like these 
 i remind myself that

i am my everything

 even when im not bleeding 
 even when my face is dry
 even when my smile is fake
 even when my cuts are deep
 i am my everything.
 but tonight i still beleve
 i should be bleeding with all im worth.