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What if!

What if the Whatif's eat me alive?

• then i guess im dinner
• Then you learn whatever you can while you're in their innards. When you come out on the other side and you will come out on the other side you might know a little more about how the Whatifs operate and how to avoid them, or at least cope with them a little better.

What if the next time I saw you, I threw my arms around you and kissed you?

• Then i'd hug and kiss you back

What if seven grain herb toast is the best thing in life? (mmmmm....)

• then enjoy it
• As long as you can add to it (butter, honey, cream cheese, yummy avocado sandwiches) than life can't be all that bad:)

What if your best experience Already Happened?

• Than you still have your second best experience to look forward too...

What if people that you are attracted to (spiritually of course *wink*) aren't attracted to you and people that are attracted to you are not good for you...

• then you try and live and learn from it
• You rage, grumble, say "**&%^%$#&%*&*&%", jump up and down, have a good cry, make yourself a cup of tea, and eventually try to let it go. This could take five minutes or five years, but it tends to work eventually.

What if, when I walk up to you and say how'reyadoing? you say terrible?

• then i give you a big hug and ask why

• if I say terrible and you give me a hug, a mug of tea and a listening ear, than all is well with the world.

• If I say terrible, you sigh in relief that I didn't give you a mumbled, non-committal, "I'm fine" kind of answer, and ask me what's wrong.

What if I contract a vicious disease, like diabetes, or cancer, that requires machines and needles to stay alive? I mean, I'm sure I'd become a better person from it, but I might also go crazy!

• So go crazy. It's not necessarily bad for you. Try not to stay crazy, but let yourself go for a while. As long as you don't make your condition worse, or hurt anyone else, any form of insanity is just fine. But please, for the love of all that's beautiful, don't withdraw from people who love you.

So, tell me the answers if you know them.

~Raina the Wind~

eeeeek! no one knows! how sad.

• there's some answers for ya! ~*~The Lady Jasmine of Alaska~*~
• some more!

what if everything that seemed wrong in your life, suddenly turned right? what if all at once you could really live that phrase "hakuna matata" "no worries"? what if everything you did was and believed was really alright with everyone around you? would you be happy then? or would you realize that in order to really be happy, maybe you need those obstacles? maybe having everything handed to you on a silver platter isn't all that it seems to be? maybe than you could sit back and laugh at the real irony in life.

 What do YOU think?

what if you suddenly got told that you only had one year to live (and had already gone to every specialist in the world, to confirm the diagnosis).

 WHAT would YOU do?

what if i'd opened the door, and there he stood on my porch under a light that had touched his face tons of times before? what if this moment was a crack in time, with pressured water seeping at it's edges, a steaming fissure in a decaying wall? would the humidity have whistled as i opened the door to see his face behind dirty glass, dirty glass he'd touched before? would the familiarity of the scene have been so foreign that the waters would flow over, washing him expressionless while flooding my eyes without hope of interpretation? would the rocks have jumpred, uncalled for, as the earth shook under us and my porch fell to a lower depth while the light that bathed his head flickered and died? would the door have flung from it's hinges, the dirty glass soaring as the bush behind his legs at which we had once sat before ignited into thick and crackling flames? would the brick frame of my house devour me, enfold him and i in the same heap of rubble and set together our destinations? would it have ended there? or if i had opened the door, would you have simply said, "hello"? i'll never know. because i didn't.