Miss You

Who do you miss most from camp? If you could have anyone at all in your house right now who would it be? Who lives too damn far away? -a very nostalgic Katgrrl *sigh*

I miss alot of ppl... far to many to name. but right now, I really, really miss alyson... I miss her eyes, all her wonderful expressions, hugging her, kissing her... I just miss her. blah. Dan D

I miss Ben. Desperately. ~a person named Becky~

i miss hearing you checkin in advisee groups.

i miss dacing with you and being klutzy and not caring.

i miss sitting on the dock with you and singing and talking and writing.

i miss you coming up behind me and putting your arms around me.

i miss eating bread and jam with you.

i miss dancing in your kitchen.

i miss jumping up and down with you on the phone.

i miss the nights i stayed up late online because i needed to talk and you always listened.

i miss running around the train station and airport with you in Eugene.

i miss sitting on your lap and the way your voice sounds on the phone.

i miss a lot of other people for other reasons but that will come later.

i will also add that i am shamelessly copying Fiona in saying that all of these are for different people because...well....i didn't feel like listing names.

-franny

I miss you so much that I can't find the words even though they're on the tip of my tounge. But at the same time, I'm happy. You make me realize that I am someone who is worthy of being loved.

And I miss sitting there and looking into your eyes until we both started laughing.

I miss laying upside down on your couch talking with you about everything.

I miss listening to you play guitar and sing with that angelic voice you have.

I miss everyone for too many different reasons.

• these were all for different people. I just realized that that might confuse people

 i miss the way your sholder is shaped for my head
 i miss the way i use to kiss you
 but most of all i miss myself

I miss my self

 i miss Heather i Miss Reachel

i miss her little brother mat

 i miss mitch

i miss jasmine

 i miss kat 

i miss kay

 i miss Erynne

i miss love

 i miss dancing 

i miss seeing the way the sunlight plays apon your hair

 i miss the sparkle in your eyes 

i miss the way you smell

 i miss the way you act when i blow on your neck

i miss the way you blush

 i miss those kisses in the car after the truth of dare game.

i miss lifting you and knowing the you trust me not to let you fall

 i miss you...  and that is true............  

that poem is for all the girls guys and any one else i have liked been around danced with and so-on and so-forth

i love you all Thomas

        ~Thomas~

I miss Amy so much...I was having a really bad day the other day and all I kept thinking was "I really need to call Amy" and I didn't so now I'm even more sad and I miss her more than ever. I miss Eire. And Victor, Katherine H and Katherine M, Abbi, Shayna, Zaria..I also miss a lot of people I didn't get to know that well at camp and yet I want to be around them more than ever right now, Dan D, Franny, Heather, Rosemary, Fiona, Candra. -eira

• Oh, sweetie! *hugs* You should have called me. . . I'm gonna go write you an e-mail, 'kay? ~Amy

I am going to say right now that I miss EVERYONE from camp. Throughout various intervals of the day, I'd miss different people. Right now, at this moment, I'm missing Jake, for being so incredibly adorable even when he's whineing, and makeing me feel loved, and important.Candra

god.

i miss jess c. and her smile. i miss franny looks at me when i embarrass her. i miss wind's mysterious smile and laugh. i miss matt h's grin and his hugs. i miss becky's singing. i miss ted's sneeze. i miss the way kat e. says "what the hell?!". i miss watching marina's hands playing guiter. i miss kathleen's laugh. i miss(edouton) naomi's love. i miss dan f's voice telling me about his day and asking me about mine.

a very depressed ali

I miss too damn many people. It's not even funny. It's pretty depressing to tell you the truth. I miss Emma, Marina, Kim B., Roya, Kathleen, Ryland, Ted, Adam B., Kat E., Autumn, Sarah B., Curi...damn, this isn't working at ALL, because I miss soooo many people, and I'll never be able to list them all! *sighs desparingly* ~Becky~

I miss Dawn more than anything or anyone in the world. I didn't think it was possible to miss someone so much and still go on fuctioning in the world. Second, I miss the innocence I had a couple years ago, when it seemed like life was just starting.

~Eire

• i agree baby

I miss lots of people right now. I miss Danielle, for all the times we've had together just talking or kicking ass at whatever, for her smiles & hugs & all the love she shines out & for our dear friendship we have. I miss Sam, for her hugs & kisses, the talks we have together, the times we've shared so much. I miss Jasmine, for her smiles, hugs kisses, & silly times we have had & all the long phone conversations. I miss Matt B, for his prositive, up lefting things he has to say & for his caring way & all the hugs he has giving to me when I needed them the most. I miss Irina, for her smile, her fun & silly ways, for the talks we have shared. I miss Cedar, for his smile, his loving way of saying he cares, for his out right fun & silly shit he comes up with, for his hugs & kisses, for the times we have shared with each other, fun or not so fun & for the way he says stuff & he is most of the time right! I miss Lotus, for her music, her hugs, her way of dancing, for all the things that we have done together. I miss Amy, for her smiles, her warm open arms for hugs, her quiet way of justing being, that I love. I miss Susannah,for her beautiful smiling face, for her all around fun that she has about her, for the times when i felt like we really contacted. I miss Sarah B, for her lovely way of just being her, for her music, for the phone calls, for her out standing smile. I miss Emily GS, for everything, her outgoing silly little fairy that she is, for her hugs, for the long talks we've had, for her love, for the way she makes me feel really good & wonderful. I miss Evan, for his smile, his silly outgoing little boy that he can be some times, for his laugh & his hugs. I miss Rosie R, for her letters, for the conversations we have had, for her art work, for her hugs. I miss Rosie O, for her lovely dancing, for the beautiful time we shared at camp for the love that shines from her eyes, for the hugs that she gave. I miss Forest, my dear brother, for he's understanding & caring way about him. For all the times he has made me feel like I was loved. For his hugs & his shining eyes. I miss Curi, for her hugs, smiles, & understanding person that she is. I miss Adam B, for his facial expressions & little hugs that he gives & for his smile. I miss so many people that i can't put them all in here. I miss you all! And I love you guys so much!!!!!!!!! ~Selena

I miss Kat E. & her hugs and the way she says things when she's sarcastic, I miss all the Smith sisters!!! Heather because she was only in my life for a few days but I wanted to talk to her for weeks, I miss Dawn & her comforting fierce hugs and strong, passionate zest for life, I miss Shippy and her strong, gentle hugs and her understanding, I miss myself at age 13, I miss my best friend in L.A., I miss Melissa B. off in Ohio, I miss Kyla who I haven't seen in two years, I miss Athena, I miss Reanna & Sarah B. & Jen & I miss kindred spirits. I miss my cousin. I miss all the cool funny gay guys who used to work at the natural foodstore. I miss my best friend when I was 7. Love,

 Rosie, who is feeling a wave of melancholic nostalgia

I am riding high and missing people at the same time. Mostly because I know not when I?ll get to see them again. I miss my dear Kat girl and her insane giggle and her guitar playing and her smile that lights up my whole day. I miss Eric W, and his frutty genius that continually floors me. I miss Lena and the talks we have and joking around just being green in general. I miss Adam D, and Adrian, Kim, Susanna, Gabe & Davin & people I?m not mentioning cus my list is getting too long. I love all ya?s beautiful people! ?Lotus

I've been having world withdrawl; Its been a whole 4 weeks since last I had physical contact with anyone who I can relate with and hasn't been brainwashed by public school and mother culture. YaAaaaARgh! I miss Adam and Matt B. for their emotional support and the feeling that we're all partners in crime, so to speak; I miss Forest and the cloak of coolness he carries continuously; I miss Ryland because he's such a fun fellow to be around; Selina for not giving me too permanent a hicky, thanks be to God!; Kimberly B for being such a good friend; Adam D, Selina, Becky, Robert, Curi, Lotus for all being such fun company to keep; Nathan Lester for being a great guy and providing such interesting conversation; Jake, Summer, Jasmine, Marina, Davin, Erin W, Scott, et cetera for being the amazing people they are! ~ The pile of emotion formerly known as Danopian

i miss Chris alot right now cuz he has a really steadying affect on me & i'm afraid i'm lacking that right now. i miss MY Kim (*wink*), especially remembering the way she silently sat on the porch just looking at the farm in a way that was really thoughtful, or something. anyway, it meant something to me. i miss my missies Ali & Lotus without a doubt but i'm gonna see them in a *month* so i don't miss them so much right now. i miss Dawn. wowey, do i miss Dawn. but, like i said to Jen the other day, she's just as far apart from me in a manner of when i'd get to see her as she would be if she were in Canada still. i miss Tessa, & wonder if this would be any easier if we were in person. i miss my Jenny but i have a new letter from her so i'm satisfied with that for now. i miss Lydia (snickerkitty). glitterpixie

BIG LONG SIGHS FROM HEATHER**** i miss DAWN right now the very most.... dammit! she lives way way way to f*cking far. ingland? canada? ya i miss myself and how happy i was at camp...i miss everyone i even talked to... love you all and wherever you go there i am

• Heather

I miss all my camp people so much right now. . . . God. Why do so many things in life cause pain? Mmm. I miss hugs and laughter bubbling with pure joy and the feel of a comfortable arm about my waist. I miss spontaneous conversation and insightful, leisurely discussions, and the feeling of complete safety and equality I have when I'm around my dearest friends. I don't want to list all the names of all the beautiful people I miss because, 1.) I don't want this post to turn into an "Amy likes so-and-so better than you, because she didn't put you on her list," kind of thing, and 2.) because I miss an uncountable number of indefinable things that my life feels incomplete without, and if I don't know you I am supremely unlucky. So obviously any list would fall short of what I'm trying to express here.

But if you're reading this. . . . I miss you.

wanderlust misses dawn. very much

be strond dear i miss her to and you and everyone even me.... thum kisses heather

I miss Rachel. A whole whopping lot.

I miss too many people.

I shall now elaborate. I miss Kat, Marina, Kathleen, Victor, Mel, Shayna, Aremy, Becky, Emma, Roya (even though I haven't met her), Franny (!), Jessica, Ted, Curi, Rosa, Selena, Kim, Dan, Heather, Charlie, Candra... oh yeah. And I miss Ethan. A lot.

I miss Carsie for her lovely presence and her sweet hugs. I miss Brent for his smile and his laugh and his big innocent ( relatively ) eyes. I miss Adrian for his grin and his massages and his goofy black woman impersonations *g*. I miss Jake for always knowing how to make my tears fade and for his much-needed snuggles and for just being...Jake. I miss Zen for being my bestest friend and always having time to talk to me. I miss Spikey for the hug attacks and for his rosy cheeks ( awww, so cute ) and for his "dude!". I miss Matt for his morning cuddles and for his honesty and for his caring and for the way he looks in drag ;). I miss Dylan for his easygoing presence and for his dancing and for his sweet slow smile and for listening and for all the affection and for so much more....*sniffle* I miss Summer for her giggles and her craziness and her sensitivity and her outlook on Stuff and her poetry and how being around her always makes my lips curve into a smile. I miss Trey for his impish little kid grin and his sense of humor and for his contagiously hyper personality. and I miss Mario and Huck and Kenneth and Derek and Morgan and Dawn and Shippy and Orjan and Rachel and Sam and Laurel and Serena and Courtney and Chris D and Ryland and Scott and Susannah and Adam B and Daniel and Emily G-S and Ruby and Jade and Mitch P and John and Gabe and Corale...... I would miss Cory, but I'm at his house so I'll have to miss him later. *g*

love 'n' sniffles, Katgrrl

I miss you all!!!!!!!!!!! you guys are wonderful, incredible, amazing! y'all are the best! i love you all, muah! ~Nell

People I miss:

Evan because there is never a moment that I am not glad to be around him, for all the wonderful talks we've had and for the incredible time we've spent together at his house. Thomas because he is one of my favorite people on Earth, even though he can do rather silly things sometimes... (but he always looks sexy. ;p) Sarah Chipps for all the talking and time spent together in the kitchen. And others I suppose, but right now I am just concentrating on not missing Mitch whenever he leaves the room.

~Jasmine~

This is going to be the most ridiculous list I have ever made, because I miss every-single-one-of-you-so-much. It's so time consuming. One of the most prominent thoughts in my head recently is that of missing you guys. It's nice to know i love you so much, but it's horrible to know you are so damn far away.It's ridiculous ( there's that word again)... So, if you are NOT on here. I probablly just missed you in the directory or some such. It's nothing personal. I still miss you.Okay. So . Here goes a lot of my time;)

Amy-I miss her i really do and i'm angry I let my intimidation of quiet people get in the way of me getting to know her more. Becky I miss her smile it lights up the whole room Ben I just straight out miss him I think he's precious Corale i miss her impish little grins and her true love Dorothy I miss laughing with her and talking to her about my silly crushes on boys and I miss hearing her cute little texas voice I miss dylan's warm hugs and long talks and walks and looking at the stars and crying to him and having him understand how I felt and his purty blue eyes, I miss Joe and his intriguing eyes and his random words and his intensity and fascination, I miss Jess and her bouncybundleof joy and her beautiful hair, I miss Mario and laughing with him in pizza hut and finding a dress, I miss Mariah and I hardly knew her but I think she was so cute and had the cutest little smile!, I miss Orjan and his teddy bear and running across the field to his tent with him and our various moments of spontanaety, I miss Nell and her beautiful powerful voice, I miss Onalie and running around camp being absolutly insane with her and singing and screaming and laughing and crying during caleb's chant, I miss robert in my advisory group and laughing with him and puffing up our cheeks, I miss Serena even when she got mad at me, I miss Sahale and I miss hoochie dancing with her, I miss Theresa she is so beautiful and means lots too me, I miss Avi i'm his sexy bitch and he's so wonderful and has my ring, I miss Spike and are you thinking of me when you fuckeeeeer and his adorable little face, I miss Caleb and talking to him and whining to him and teasing him(its all outta love), I miss Carsie and her big beautiful eyes and her beautiful voice and words and her comfort when im sad, I miss Cory and everything about him I miss his rainbowishness and I miss hugging him, I miss courtney's Sarcastic sense of humour and singing the real version of AmericanPie during the talent show, I miss Dian even though she only lives 45 minutes away, I miss Evan because he is so adorable and can always make me laugh and I miss the armpit dance, I miss Jake and his red silk shirt and his crazy wakeups and his wonderful self, I miss kat and I have her ring, I miss Laura and her beautiful eyes voiceself and dancing, I miss Lindsey my fellow coyote, I miss Matt because he thinkin of me when he fuckeeeer, I miss Naked Nathan, I miss Little Nick, I miss Samantha and her blue hair and yea, I miss Summer and her smile and her voice and her discussions, I miss Sarahv i miss our long talks and I miss having someone understand so so well, I miss zen cause he's a big teddy bear and he's in a rockin band, I miss Adrian and it sucks super much cause I only saw him for a day, I miss Jonah he is so awesome and super purty and interesting and I miss Gita and Nora alot who wern't at camp this year...And I miss the people I never met yet like Adam b and Naomi my wife and Jay and... it's crazyness.I wish I knew Brent cause I hear he's awesome.

Okay well thatwas ridiculous but I told you it was going to be...and I can't believe I wrote it all out.. I may delete it soon because.. it's crazy. BUt I love you all and send you smooches and love and all the yummy stuff-mwah.rachel.

I'm not going to list everyone I miss. You might as well just look at your directory. I miss everyone so constantly it's hard to notice it anymore. It feels like poking a scab that's barely healed over, you know it's going to hurt but you're not quite sure if it's really still there. I've kind of given up on randomly saying "I miss so and so" like I did the first week or two after I got home. It gets old after a while, especially for my parents who've never met any of you guys.

But the good side is that I finally have something to be ansty about, after suffering for two teenage years with a happy life! marina i miss a lot of people way too much. i was almost glad when ted and kim and kim and evan left because i could just sorta relax back into missing people. no, wait, not glad at all. maybe almost releived. i hate this... this seeing people and then not seeing them. i could handle not seeing people. or seeing them regularly. but coming and going is hard. not that i don't want people to visit me. *half smile*

Like Marina I am not going to try and list everyone I miss because I would need to hunt around in my room so as to get all my directories from the last FOUR years. Here, though, is a brief list.

I miss Kitty first and formost, then ( in no real order) Gabe for his sweet sincerity and his way of always making you feel special, Damian for his knowledge and his willingness to listen, Nathen for being just so amazing and supportive, Zack because he is Zack and for that simple reason I can not get away without saying that I miss him, Becca R. for always being there to talk to me when I needed to unload about anything at all. I can talk to her about anything and not feel ashamed, Becca P for being such an inspiration and for being so truthful and understanding and most of all forgiving, Jake for being one of the most exciting people that I know, Becky for always smiling and giving wonderful hugs. I miss Joe for the calming affect that he has on me, Morgan for being a trully understanding and caring person who just so happens to be a true genious,Rachel for singing "will you fuck me for free?" ( you had to be at session one this year to know about that), Avi for being so fucking amazing and giving some of the best hugs ever, Caleb for his amazing tallent for dancing, Chris and his smile that can make anyone happy, Dawn for living such a wonderful life and being a prime example of an unschooler, Kat for being such a cool person. I miss Evan for his willingness to help people, Jennyrose for holding steadfast to her beliefs, Marina for her gullability (you also had to be at session one of this year to understand),Summer for being so brave,Grace and Taber for being there and just helping out in whatever way they could. Diana D. is a person I will miss not only because she is my friend, but also because she is an amazing writer.

But most of all I miss myself (hee hee, don't you love it when I am so concieted?)

Stuart

I miss a lot of people, especially since I didn't go to camp this year. My Jakes (M and O), Matt Jessee, Adam (Bikko) Cory, Derek (mista sexy arms), Collin, Avi...and a whole lot more.

Come visit me. ~Cloe

Cloe . . . I miss you . . . And I do hope to visit you againsometime! ~Jasmine~

I miss Brent. Why does he have to live in texas.Love Rachel.

[1] Isn't he, though? - Naela

I really miss Rachel C. today. waaaahhh....why do you have to live so far away Rachel? <sniff> <sob> ~Nell

I miss Rob!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -amberlee

amberlee, i miss Rob too!! <sob> <sniff> and now i miss you too. waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!! I wish You all lived near me!! ~nell

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! <sob> <sob> <sob> I miss you all! <sniff> <sob> WAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!! I won't list everyone i miss because it would take way too long. but the people who i am missing a whole lot right at this moment are: Samantha, Caleb, Robby, Curi, Rachel C, Jake, & Amberlee. I miss you guys and i love you all so much. <sob> nell

 this is going to be exhausting (i've been looking for this page since
september).

rachel, i miss you with every fiber, stitch and thread in me. i miss the faces you make when you're in a good mood, the way you put on your make-up in the car, the way you hold your tea-cup, putting lotion on your back, the way you dance to bad hip-hop, goodnight kisses and late-night philosophy discussions. the way you mack on your men. sarah brown, i miss your voice and did you know you are the most calming presence i have ever been with? i love to listen to you talk about anything, from food to flowers or airplanes and men. i miss the way you so delicately handle fruit and your steering wheel, the way you wear your clothes and how you get concerned so easily. i love you wells, smoke-stacks, and cranberry buckets (geysers, chimneys, and maple syrup barrels). i miss avi's smile and his hands and the dazed looks he gets sometimes when i know he's floated off into some snowy landscape in his head, where he can question everything and love it all at the same time. i miss hearing his voice and when he'd pull me away from crowds of kids, always perfect timing. i miss his perfect stomach, his polite attitude, and i admire his sincerity. adrian! wait a minute... adrian isn't here anymore! where is adrian? he's in canada, of course! that fool! oh how i miss the way he'd mock me mercilessly, and stare ominously at me from across the room. his lovely silhouette in the fire circle, his Sexy Bear-like figure keeping me warm... he was my date to the prom, so therefore it was my duty as companion to do his eyeliner and if i may say so myself he's never looked better that's mainly due to the Horns, though. adrian, i can't remember your middle name but that doesn't mean i don't love you. our time spent together at camp was pleasant ("pleasant", that's what my middle name means). you're entirely too attractive. cory, you look so northern. you can be my housemaid anyday. i miss orjan so much. why is he so like a small mammal. i miss painting his nails and lying atop him. and his squeaky vocalisms. and the way he looks in a tie. i miss jonah's 'fro, and his mother F'ing voice. jonah, say something. jonah, sing something. jonah, mumble. jonah, don't die. matt henson, why do you haunt me so? i have a picture of your head in my lap as you ran lying down in the field. i have a memory of sleeping in dogwood with you, spike, and adrian, and waiting until my eyes adjusted to the darkness so i could see what face you made when you slept. i miss listening to you play guitar, or the first time i saw you when you ran onto my bus, looked around, everyone cheered/mumbled, then you ran back out. i miss sitting on you at random times, your coy kisses and your general youness. dylan, i miss how lame you are. you're one of my favourite people ever. there are a few things from before camp about you that i get reminiscent of sometimes, but i don't think it would be right to say that i miss them... i miss seeing you, though, calling you a natzi and you retorting by calling me a badger. i miss yelling and mocking you when you threatened to tell bad stories about me. i miss hearing you talk about your girlfriend, and i miss giving you piggy-back rides. you fat bastard. jake, i miss you calling me "cute" (i hate that word), and trying to rip off my limbs. ali, i miss the all-time opportunity i had to meet and get to know and love you, i miss seeing you from afar and my curiosity being sparked. susy, i miss how ridiculously friendly you were and how solid you always seemed.. your sweet, sweet face. zen, i don't look like a raccoon. gabrielle, i miss your gentle self on quiet streets and your garb and lingo. i miss jasmine and her sad eyes... spike, i miss your furry head and my hands on your face and the way your eyes would roll back in your head if you hadn't gotten enough sleep. i miss your listless glances at the starry sky, your thoughtful comments on the landscape. i miss pinching your hip and making you fall as we walked from cabin to cabin, not really doing anything... i miss your heart-shaped lips and your warm hands, writing on your stomach with a magic-marker and then curling up with you anywhere at anytime. i miss you biting me, as inappropriate as it was. sarah compton, you're such a firecracker. i miss you grabbing my breasts and your constant nudity. i miss you making bad jokes and insulting as many people as possible, i miss you drawing pictures of pigs for me to put in my pocket. emily g.s., i miss your enveloping hugs, too bad i missed the chance to actually get to know you. but i still miss putting make-up on you and exchanged smiles all the time. samantha, i miss studying your face and hearing you sing and holding your hansom hands and being in your crazy presence.

to be continued...

I miss Landis, Katie W, Eve, Heather, Lily, Jasmine, Kim, and everyone else. Franny

Tonight I miss Ari and Carrie tons and tons cause I haven't talked to either of them in far too long.

For a start, i miss Kay, Nell, Matt b, Becky, Shayna, Cedar, Candra, Calen, Robby, Ben, Ben, Curi, Karen, Tessa, Robyn, Dawn, Shippy, Athena, Ryland, Jake, Susannah, Emma, Emma, Emma, Trina, Colleen, Ted, Laura, Samantha, Saige, Jesse, David. That's enough for now, or i'll put down every person at camp. I would to, cause i miss you all. I didn't know it was possible to miss so much. I love you ~erynne

I really have no idea why... but every time I wash blenders at my job (smoothie place) I miss Corvallis, hanging out with Mel and Luke and Ted and Emerie and Chris B and Lorin and I think other people but I forget who, at that vegetarian restaurant and later in the park... I miss that one dinnertime conversation immensely.

i really miss mister matt henson lately, just been needing a good quiet talk and some huggin.

and i miss krista! i haven't even met the gal, but i miss swooning over Harrison Ford, and other beautiful boys outside of our age ranges with her....

yeah. and i miss YOU too dammit. where are my lovelies?

RoyaBoya

I miss mel for her cute smile, for her sweet eyes, goffy looks and just her. I miss jasmine cuz she was always such a great friend to me and always will be in my heart. I miss sarah b because she's the sweetest person that ever lived, and I miss all the fun times we had in portland toghther. I miss zen, because he's zen. for god sake, no one needs a reason to miss that guy. I miss avi for his helpful insite on things, and for how real of a person he is. I miss roya for her beautiful voice and great smiles, and her everylasting sweetnes. I miss curi for her overwhelming beauty, for the look she would give me after a kiss, and all the butterflys she gave me. I miss brent for all the crazy stuff we would do toghther, and fun sports games. I really miss his music too. I miss becky because she's like a big sis to me, and such a sweet one too. I miss athena for the cute girn she would do, and all great energy she gave off. I miss ben L for all the nice things we would say back and forth, and for is amazing abiliy to speek what's on his mind. I miss erin for a lot of the little things we would do at camp, swiming, walking, singing, lieing around, and for her cute red cheeks she would get. I miss colleen for the way we would look anywhere and only see each others eyes, for the amazing talks under the stars, for how sexy she is. I miss robby cuz he's the funest guy to be around, for the way he would dances, for the way he talks. I miss matt h cuz he's hella fun to play guitar with, because he's a great guy and I love him. I miss spike for most of the same reason, cuz he's such a great guy, and for the way he could always make me smile at any time. I miss tanzen for the way we would sware, for the way he could make anything fun, I miss the time we spent on on the beach toghther finding new things, and fucking with crabs lol.... holy shit! I miss a lot of people as I look back up at this, but the thing is, I know I'm missing some people on there. no pun intended lol....... love for all MattB