Nu Mb

Describe NuMb here.

 I can't
 get it out of my mind
 It dosen't ache or sting
 with joy or greatness, or love
 It's not a rock, that's hard and has a shape
 different from any other
 this is not fog
 that was once a cloud fluffy and white from far away
 and is now silent and reminds me of ghosts and halloween
 and I can't describe it
 because it shouldn't exist
 I can't feel it.  Blank.
 you always could find some new way to screw me over couldn't you?
 But it's not you.  It's me.  Being
 numb.
 At least it hurts to know that I am.