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Obsessions... You know you have them, wanna talk about it? What are they? How do they affect your life? Do you enjoy them or wish they would be gone with the snap of a finger?~The very obsessed Jadzia

Since I just started this page, I'm going to go first... Obsession quite a word. I have many obsessions in my life, some of which I love, and others that I despise, and wish that I didn't feel so strongly about...I'm not really obsessed with material things...it's more of people thing for me. When I really like someone, think there awesome, want to get to know them, I tend to become obsessed. I can't stop thinking about them, want to call them 24/7 (and on some occassions do), am not happy unless I've seen or talked to them... and on and on it goes. On the one hand...an obsession can become a driving force in ones life, on the other hand it can consume oneself. I'm learning that sometimes the only way to get over an obsession, especially when it's about one person in particular is to talk, something I've been doing quite a lot lately (hehehehehe). There are times that I am in such bad need of a good conversation, that if I don't have one, I become physically & mentally depressed. I had my fix of a really good, made me think, enlightening conversations... last night and today.. I've been needing that all week, and damn it felt good. Alrighty, i have s'more to say, but.... I'm gonna finish this latah. In the meantime, I'm really interested to hear your thoughts on obsession... ~Jadzia

• I'm back..... so YES I admit it. I'm obsessed. I can't stop thinking about him. Every friggin waking moment, he's there, in my thoughts, on my mind. Every fucking time I see him, it gets worse. I'm jealous too. I never thought I was a jealous person, and I'm finding out that I AM, I'm jealous when he talks to another girl, when a girl sits down next to him, ARRRRRRRRRRR. FUCK FUCK FUCK. ~Jadzia