Pro Miss Cuite E Or Lack Thereof

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i don't want to post on YourFirstKiss cuz' i'm not quite sure i agree...i administered my own first kiss, it wasn't love or passion or anything frankly, i just wanted to see what would happen, if i could swing it. i could. but it's not like kissing someone you love by a lake, it's just kissing someone who likes you, and you don't ever really want to see again. then a few months later someone else tried to kiss me, and i didn't like it much. wanted to make out with me, and tasted bad. pulled away... never felt good about either of those, really. about four months later met some one on the street and went a just a little further... it doesn't seem fair that my introduction into sex should be from people who i didn't give a damn about, who i was barely attracted to, who maybe i found even somewhat revolting. not at first, of course. but it was like kissing frogs...it looks like it might be royalty, but after you touch it too your lips it becomes very apparant. i don't have any regrets (who'm i kidding, i've got lots) but i guess all i'm tryin to say is i think it is disgusting the way we push people into sex. we claim to be such an openminded community, and yet we do it, just like the rest of society. i'm sad about this if i think about it too much, it seems all wrong, like a bad dream.

sometimes i wonder what woulda happened if i hadn't started on this, if i'd never kissed anyone.

exactly.