Strange Thoughts

sometimes people get it into they'er heads, that they should jump off buildings, or swim across the atlanatic ocean, or Climb mount-everest. do you have thoughts like these?(well maybe not that suicidal).do you get any strange thoughts at all? well try writing them down, and seeing if they really are all that strange

My nose bleeds much more often then I'd like, and sometimes, when I'm scrambling to find a tissue, I wonder what would happen if I just took off my clothes (so that they wouldn't be stained) and let myself bleed. Just let the red liquid trickle down my face and over my breasts, let it drip to the floor. . . . would my nose stop bleeding sooner if I didn't try to stifle it? Or would the blood flow on forever?

 -- Amy

 * Once I had a nose bleed for thirty minutes because I just stood over the
sink and let it drip drip drip. /~Erin/

Ever wonder what would happen if you just distanced yourself from the camp peoples? I love you guys, but you drive me so crazy 'cause I can't have you alla the time. Life in real life is no way like camp, and I have no idear how to make it so. Like Captain Picard.

Make it So.

So, anyway, what would happen if YOU distanced yourself from camp. Most people do anyway, but there's some of us whom stick around. Like, I try to pretend I've disappeared, some times, but, it never really works. Like I bet if I really did, and got a life I loved, outside of here, I'd get a package or a phone call or something pretty soon. How long would it take. I bet about four days, but who can be sure? Arrrrr. I am soooo curious about this, but too bored to actually ignore this little box called a computer for that long. Hhhhm. thunderr.

• I have thought of doing that. Just not going on IRC or wiki, not answering letters (now that would be way too easy to do) or emails or returning phone calls... just not putting up with all the depression that seems to go along with the love. But I haven't. And I probably won't. I won't give up the people who understand me best, love me most. And who I love most.

I wonder what would happen if I dissapeared off the face of the earth...

• that is one of my plans, to disapear for a while, just a month or two... maybe longer, and see what happens, I know it can be done, I have friends who have done it... but my self, I have only disapeared from being online, at all, for up to a week.

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