Lonely Club

i was on line one night and there was this person i dont remember your nick name :( sorry!) but she said that there was so maney lonely people here that we should have a lonely club! so to become a new member sing your name and say why your lonely and who you miss! it all be great!

hmm, I seem to be the first to sign up after the person who made it, yey! anyways, I'm loney cus all the cool ppl live waaay to far away, and I don't get to see them often enough, and I miss... heh, I'd be here till this time tomorrow if I tried to name them all, I miss every single camper, even the ones who I didn't get to meet, I miss all my none camper but still rad friends, home/unschooler or not, I miss ppl who I have never met, but badly want to, to sum it all up and save time, I miss you all dearly... :-/ Dan D

This is the club for me. Many thanks for creating it! Now I can "officially" bitch about how lonely I am! Lonliness is just a constant thing for me. I forget it at times when I'm with friends who I genuinely care about, and it subsides. But when I'm alone again, it comes back more strongly than ever. I spend so much time just thinking about people I'm not with and having conversations with them in my head. Unhealthy? Probably. I think it would help if I had more close friends within say, an hour of where I live. But I'll always miss the people I'm not with. They're all just too incredibly beautiful and special for me to ever not miss them. Here's a quote I really like on the subject: "When a person that one loves is in the world and alive and well...then to miss them is only a new flavor, a salt sharpness in experience." Winifred Holtby That's all I have to say for now. ~Becky~

Sign me up, baby.

Noooooooobody likes me eveeeeeeeerybody hates me, guess I'll eat some worms! -Robyn, who thinks this song oughta be the club anthem, even though it's inaccurate for the emotion, simply because this is a verra fun song to sing, plus it has the added benefit of grossing people out!

• roya sings along

Oh gee. I knew there had to be a club like this out there somewhere. well here i am. another member of the lonely club. tonight i'm lonely because i am alone. oh dear. that's something of a truistic statement, isn't it? i'm lonely for multiple reasons. among them being...

• everyone in my house is asleep
• even if they were awake, they're not cuddly people
• i talked to marina on the phone today and we talked about the party a little bit, and i miss those people
• i'm talking to someone who's a good friend, but who i've only met once, and i keep thinking how much better friends we would be if i could actually hang out with him. this thought makes me lonely. he lives a million and three hours away.

but i'm less-lonely than i am usually, mostly because of how much more connected i feel with the help of wiki. RoyaBoya

I admit it, i'm terribly lonely. I miss Kim,heather,franny, jess, mari, rick, roya. I miss everyone i've talked to on IRC, everyone that i e-mail, everone whome i read their LJ. I miss a million 'n one people i've never met. I miss having good close friends who live nearby, i miss being able to call someone up, and have them come over right than (i can still do that, just not the same with people 'round here). I miss cuddly people. So theres my things i miss list, and now i join the club... ~Jadzia

Yeah, I belong here too. I really really really miss Robyn and Tessa. They need to move to Seattle, because I had the most amazing time with them last week and I'd love for that to happen more often. I also miss Dawn, but I'm not going to supply any details about that at the moment. I miss Heather and Rachel and Kat and Jennyrose and Charlie and... too many people. Rah.

 Down goes the first one,
 Down goes the second one,
 I guess I'll eat some worms!

 --Mitchell

Here I am, joining the club. I'm grumbling because I can't come to camp this year, and that makes me even more eligible to join, I guess. I'm feeling like I could drop off the face of the earth, and it wouldn't make a sound. I'm missing Franny, Katie, Laura, Jenny, Christine and Kim a lot. Not to mention Jasmine, Samantha, Aremy, Heather, Brent, Jessica O., Matthew, Janine, and piles of other people.... shooting stars to you all. Do you miss me?

Landis

i'm SO LONELY right now. SO SO SO lonely. beyond BELIEF lonely. tears are clustered in my eyelashes. i've already written onthis page before, but.. hey. i get rather frequent visits from the lonely fairy, so.. yeah. tonight i am lonely for a certain boy. of course. always that. i've been fighting it off, but tonight it hit in full force "why hasn't he called" "why doesn't he like me" "why did he pretend to like me" "why do i care" "why do i care" "why do i care"

i just wish i knew he existed, right now. just one word from him, would be fine. just so i knew i wasn't alone.

but. i am alone. that's the point.

RoyaBoya

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Nice pagenice idea! I never thought about anyone else out there staying up late while the rest of their family slept (from a post up there somewhere), and it makes me less lonely to know that. :) Rachel H, who's family is all asleep without her. :) And yes, I have felt lonely lately....

Loneliness..... wow, it's really defined a lot of me. I've spent so much time alone... They say only children turn their loneliness into creativity and entertainment for themselves, which I suppose describes me perfectly. Sometimes it's hard for me to recognize when I'm feeling lonely unless it's hitting me extremely hard... Lately I probably compare myself way way way too much to my assumptions of other peoples lives.. "Everyone has people to hang out with on Fridays (but me)..... Everyone has someone to kiss (but me).... everyone has parties and gets invited to parties (but me)" Yeah. But really....... most of the time, loneliness is not a sad thing for me. I mean, of course I'd never want to get into an unbearable type of loneliness. But I can't imagine my life without a small (healthy) dose of loneliness. If I were never lonely, I'd never have time to be grateful for the lovely friends who care about me and who I love so much. If I were never lonely, I'd probably never take up half of the creative endeavors that I have..... -eira

....funny how I could say last night loneliness doesn't affect me much... because tonight it does. -eira

I'm lonely, in that way of a dark wanderer who belongs nowhere.

Mar 17, 02. I feel alone (with 4 family members in the house) and fear fear itself. I couldn't sleep last night (probably because i slept 15 hours the night before sleeping off a cold), which didn't help. I'm sturggling with anxiety and depression right now, and blast it, I just really hate sleeping alone! I seem to be the one in my family who is botehred the most by this. My parents have eachother, my brother sleeps upstairs near them, and my (younger) sister sleeps right down the hall from me (downstairs) and is completely happy that way and doesn't really care to be closer to anyone or seem to feel afraid because of it. I'd rather have people even closer though. I feel friendless right about now. I often feel guilty for feeling friendless though because I have a great family, and friends, if very few friends. But sometimes I feel like they (my family) don't understand, or are too busy, or maybe are dealing with their own loniless or depression even. So I struggle between thinking I've got it great (or "just fine" at least) and shouldn't complain, and that I'm the lonilest, most misunderstood, friendless person ever. And I don't have a single friend, outside of my family and anywhere near my age, in town.

OK, that's my rant, and I hope it will make me feel better. Rachel H.

ok so im lonley i miss every one i have met and every one i havent i miss my two friens that have comitted suicide i miss my grand father who died last year i miss my uncle who also comitted suicide i miss my two cats that died be for my grand father i miss my dear friends at the dance studio even tho i see them every week i miss the summer i miss the rain i miss everyone

i love you all and damit come viset me! Thomas